My first jerk off materials and first orgasms (pt1
I learned about masturbation at a pretty young age, at primary school to be precise.
I was peeing in the bathroom urinals and as usual I gave a few strokes at the end to get rid of any lasy drops: while I was doing that a classmate that was there with me checked out what I was doing and told me "that's like jerking off!".
I obviously didn't understand what he meant, so he explained me roughly what the deal was about that (and I still didn't really get it). He later offered to show me a magazine he borrowed from his brother were guys "came" (thinking about it now it was way wrong that a k** like him had access to that stuff, but still this is how things went...) and intrigued by this new stuff I accepted.
I honestly barely remember what was in there, some pics where guys came on a girl boobs (some really vintage porn star) is the most I can recall, but the idea that you could "feel good" by rubbing your cock started gnawing at my mind.
I tried after some time to "rub one out" but I was unsuccesful, and for a few years I failed in getting anything resembling an orgasm and periodically just got my cock sore. Dumb as I was, it took me some time to associate the feeling of arousal given by naked girls to masturbation, which is kind of funny because even as a k** I liked to watch a late night strip tease show precisely because it got me hard and I liked that a lot.
When I finally linked the two things like the dumb k** I was I tried "borrowing" anything that could arouse me, like tv guides with hot actresses showing some cleavage on the cover: at one point I stumbled upon a game magazine that had a double page spread of adverts, and one of them was a really small cover for a "Emmanuelle" softcore game featuring a real naked girl. Incredibly hot as it was I still failed to get a first orgasm as my body probably wasn't still ready or something.
Things changed a year later and the catalyst was a Ranma 1/2 hentai that a friend showed me. It really stuck in my mind even if it was something really tame (mostly masturbation while the protagonist was in female form) but when I got home I really felt the need to get in the bathroom and jerk off while thinking about it: then the miracle happened as I felt a strange almost electric buildup form at the base of my dick and as I stroke harder and harder without any clear cognition of what would happen next my first real orgasm hit me like a truck as I started dripping sperm all over the bathroom floor, shaking from the amazing feelings that I had sought out for so long.
Now that I could finally cum, I wanted to do that more and more, but all my first real masturbation sessions where just memories of that and other hentai magazines my friend had. Then my parents got an internet connection: I remember sneaking at any chance I got to do dumb things like searching "naked girls" on Netscape or some shit like that. I obviously wasn't very tech savy or even astute in those first sessions, but I remember having a preference for big tits stuff (which is still my go-to genre when I really don't know what to wank my meat to...). I checked out some image boards, tried to burn the images in my mind, then closed everything and ran to the bathroom to jerk off to what I just saw. I even remember getting kind of shocked by some stuff I found, mostly what would be called "hardcore" like group sex and such.
Things changed again after I got a tv in my room. I quickly learned that after midnight on local channels there were some "sex hot lines" ads that ran for almost all the night: they were pretty tame stuff, just strippers and some mild lesbiand suggestions, some light pussy rubbing was the most pornographic thing they showed. Still I beat my meat an IMMENSE number of times to that stuff, pratically every night for almost five years. I can still remember clearly how fucking horny I got with that stuff and how I could barely wait for everyone to go to sleep so I could beat off for an (usually) almost an hour to those ads.
The next step came when I was finishing high school and got my own computer in my bedroom, as I started really exploring what I truly liked about porn. I will talk about that some other time however.
I was peeing in the bathroom urinals and as usual I gave a few strokes at the end to get rid of any lasy drops: while I was doing that a classmate that was there with me checked out what I was doing and told me "that's like jerking off!".
I obviously didn't understand what he meant, so he explained me roughly what the deal was about that (and I still didn't really get it). He later offered to show me a magazine he borrowed from his brother were guys "came" (thinking about it now it was way wrong that a k** like him had access to that stuff, but still this is how things went...) and intrigued by this new stuff I accepted.
I honestly barely remember what was in there, some pics where guys came on a girl boobs (some really vintage porn star) is the most I can recall, but the idea that you could "feel good" by rubbing your cock started gnawing at my mind.
I tried after some time to "rub one out" but I was unsuccesful, and for a few years I failed in getting anything resembling an orgasm and periodically just got my cock sore. Dumb as I was, it took me some time to associate the feeling of arousal given by naked girls to masturbation, which is kind of funny because even as a k** I liked to watch a late night strip tease show precisely because it got me hard and I liked that a lot.
When I finally linked the two things like the dumb k** I was I tried "borrowing" anything that could arouse me, like tv guides with hot actresses showing some cleavage on the cover: at one point I stumbled upon a game magazine that had a double page spread of adverts, and one of them was a really small cover for a "Emmanuelle" softcore game featuring a real naked girl. Incredibly hot as it was I still failed to get a first orgasm as my body probably wasn't still ready or something.
Things changed a year later and the catalyst was a Ranma 1/2 hentai that a friend showed me. It really stuck in my mind even if it was something really tame (mostly masturbation while the protagonist was in female form) but when I got home I really felt the need to get in the bathroom and jerk off while thinking about it: then the miracle happened as I felt a strange almost electric buildup form at the base of my dick and as I stroke harder and harder without any clear cognition of what would happen next my first real orgasm hit me like a truck as I started dripping sperm all over the bathroom floor, shaking from the amazing feelings that I had sought out for so long.
Now that I could finally cum, I wanted to do that more and more, but all my first real masturbation sessions where just memories of that and other hentai magazines my friend had. Then my parents got an internet connection: I remember sneaking at any chance I got to do dumb things like searching "naked girls" on Netscape or some shit like that. I obviously wasn't very tech savy or even astute in those first sessions, but I remember having a preference for big tits stuff (which is still my go-to genre when I really don't know what to wank my meat to...). I checked out some image boards, tried to burn the images in my mind, then closed everything and ran to the bathroom to jerk off to what I just saw. I even remember getting kind of shocked by some stuff I found, mostly what would be called "hardcore" like group sex and such.
Things changed again after I got a tv in my room. I quickly learned that after midnight on local channels there were some "sex hot lines" ads that ran for almost all the night: they were pretty tame stuff, just strippers and some mild lesbiand suggestions, some light pussy rubbing was the most pornographic thing they showed. Still I beat my meat an IMMENSE number of times to that stuff, pratically every night for almost five years. I can still remember clearly how fucking horny I got with that stuff and how I could barely wait for everyone to go to sleep so I could beat off for an (usually) almost an hour to those ads.
The next step came when I was finishing high school and got my own computer in my bedroom, as I started really exploring what I truly liked about porn. I will talk about that some other time however.
2 years ago