Why I prefer older women?

I looked at porn much younger than I should have and realized I have fixations. So part of it is from looking at older women porn and getting turned on looking at women at least 40 years+ than I was at the time. Part is being taught by a lot of white women. The kindness and patience they gave created a complex. I also was validated by some adults and never fit with peers. So I see older women as desirable. I also see older women getting better with age so the myth that older people stop fucking has been debunked the last 10 years or so. So I would love an older girlfriend who wants to fuck and enjoy each other's company. You get me hard, I'll keep you wet and ready.