The first boy in my life: A possible future
Big update news for you all, I just had the most shocking catchup with him today in a convo, he said some blowing my mind shocking words to me that I never expected to hear from him that I will not forget ever:
"and Amy eh em it didnt hit me til recently, that I eh, I think I have fallen for you, I hate it here and want to go back"
At this stage I was lost for words could sense it in his voice, when it comes to something big in his life its not easy for him to put into words, but he did this and it was brave of him and im so proud of him.
Since knowing him most of my life are friendship has been out of this world, he treated me like royalty it felt a bit much and didnt have to be so. But as feelings developed, and a part of me is gone and done feel I will ever be the same again with anyone for that matter. He will always be on my mind, always got me these small hearts sweets that said different things everyday in school never forgot,The greatist thing that ever happened he was there when I was bullied even when I didnt know it, he was there when I was sick and stayed home he would come to the house with some hot chocolate.
He organised and supurised me with taking me to the Formal (Prom Night) some you may know it as. He new the dress, I think my sister was behind all the organising, came in a black limo to pick me up. This isnt a new thing to well the UK its been done with lots that are dedicated from the heart to make that special person feel good.
If you have the greatest and most special person in your life, treat them well and always be by there side no matter what. He fell on hard times in his life so I was always there for a shoulder, I guess we both were on a patched fucked up half holes boat. So what would be the future I would want, im just going to come straight out to him and propose. I know I know your all thinking is she out of her fuckin mind its suppose to be the other way around, 8 years as of 2021 I have knowning him. We are both old enough now to decide what life could be for us. Am not taking the fuckin piss, I have thought hard about this today and had to let you all know what has just happened.
"and Amy eh em it didnt hit me til recently, that I eh, I think I have fallen for you, I hate it here and want to go back"
At this stage I was lost for words could sense it in his voice, when it comes to something big in his life its not easy for him to put into words, but he did this and it was brave of him and im so proud of him.
Since knowing him most of my life are friendship has been out of this world, he treated me like royalty it felt a bit much and didnt have to be so. But as feelings developed, and a part of me is gone and done feel I will ever be the same again with anyone for that matter. He will always be on my mind, always got me these small hearts sweets that said different things everyday in school never forgot,The greatist thing that ever happened he was there when I was bullied even when I didnt know it, he was there when I was sick and stayed home he would come to the house with some hot chocolate.
He organised and supurised me with taking me to the Formal (Prom Night) some you may know it as. He new the dress, I think my sister was behind all the organising, came in a black limo to pick me up. This isnt a new thing to well the UK its been done with lots that are dedicated from the heart to make that special person feel good.
If you have the greatest and most special person in your life, treat them well and always be by there side no matter what. He fell on hard times in his life so I was always there for a shoulder, I guess we both were on a patched fucked up half holes boat. So what would be the future I would want, im just going to come straight out to him and propose. I know I know your all thinking is she out of her fuckin mind its suppose to be the other way around, 8 years as of 2021 I have knowning him. We are both old enough now to decide what life could be for us. Am not taking the fuckin piss, I have thought hard about this today and had to let you all know what has just happened.
3 years ago