Alt Fun Buddy's Second SexBlog Entry
Hello to all you sex enthusiasts who enjoys something much sexier than the SAME 'OL, SAME 'OL Porn like I am! I have always preferred my porn to focus on different types of scenarios that DON'T feature much heterosexual sex acts with just men and women having common sex. I am so BURNT OUT on that after a lifetime where nothing else was created back when. I prefer watching ALL MALE sex that features various scenarios featuring very sexy and glamorous cross dressed Sissie that know where the camera is positioned so they can show off their shaved, perfectly proportioned rock-hard cocks and balls, embellished with cock rings and sexy waist chain belts around their hips like women wear with high quality thigh-high stockings of any shade or color that are pulled up as high as their balls are instead of just above the knee. That look is NOT sexy to me! I like seeing TWO or more sissies to do a seductive "strip show" for the other nylon-clad studs in order to build the electricity in the room to set the sexual "tone" between those who are present and getting hornier every minute! I like every single individual to show off how sexual they are by strutting around NUDE with their slutty 5 inch stilettos and thigh-highs ONLY and showing off their ready to suck hard-ons so that the camera captures their entire sexy and slutty "look" from head to toe! I rarely see that quality of "cinematography"
that clearly shows how a male body can project a very sexy appearance just as desirable as most women are when wearing an identical ensemble of feminine attire! To me, "less is more" and the most arousing thing to me shows their smoothly shaved erection with an embellishing ring around their balls and the the "base" of the shaft of their cock that's in between a pair of elastic garter-topped stockings and STANDING UP facing the camera that will capture their very sexy 5 to 6 inch high stilettos heels! That's the scene that I wish it was easy to find on any XXX website! But N-O-O-O-O-O, there's RARELY ANYONE modeling any other poses that will focus on sexy women, men and shemales standing in their high-heels, totally NUDE and showing off their hairless genitals for the camera to capture their sexuality or explicitly sexy bodies. HEAD to TOE! INSTEAD, the majority of the thousands of every person on every XXX website has EVERYONE either "squatting" down, laying on their backs with their legs apart that shows their sexual organs alright and their asshole with them masturbating with their hands or a sex toy inside all visible "holes" which is a HOT scene, but almost NO ONE models standing up to show their entire body what can be seen on their backs! I have often wondered if there's some kind of "unspoken" taboo that forbids every sex model to show how they look from "head to toe" but obviously NOT!
I would love to create a website that feature what I want to see because my imagination and creativity is probably 100 times sexier, more explicit, kinky or perverted than most others! Do anybody AGREE with my ideas? Please let me know!
I prefer watching GAY sex videos ONLY, or Lesbian scenes, shemale STRIPPERS on a public stage seducing the whole audience, also sexy crossdressers stripping to their stockings and heels only then engaging in all kinds of sex acts, including a very sexually enthusiastic oral acts in a 69 position where there are cameras focused on how cock-hungry the two sissies demonstrate by the energy they show as the SUCK EACH OTHER'S COCKS! Now THAT'S some hot stuff to watch!
I also would like to dress in my hose and heels only, then intrude in one of those all-gay orgies with every stud in wearing leather attire and then WELCOMES me to join in like I'm a Female sex toy and will be FUCKED like the "lady" I am impersonating!
Has ANYONE ever seen a scenario like that anywhere? I sure haven't AT ALL!
HELLO THERE to all you "lovers of lust!" I must apologize for taking so long to do this new entry after emphasizing that I would keep this blog hot and be as frequent with all my entries as possible! I have so much I want to tell all of you about my sexuality & my desires & lusts that keep me in constant lust for those who I dream about getting as sexually intimate with as possible that will always result in the most erotic experience that leaves my playmates & myself in a state of ecstasy together that we are ready to go on to our next sexual activity just after we catch our breaths! I love getting so turned on with what we wore for each other during the exciting sex acts we just engaged in together, the roles we played for each other, the incredible scenarios we just sucked & fucked ourselves through to the fantastically high levels of orgasmic pleasures, only to want to change into our next outfits that are a major source of what I know that drives me to dress in knowing that when I'm looking like the hottest bitch for my partner who will be so stunned by how my attire makes me look, that he'll be rock-hard for me as he becomes entranced as he watches me as I use my femininely-clad body to strut seductively in my shimmery thigh-highs, my slutty 5 inch spiked stiletto heels, my see-through mini-dress that reveals every detail of the shaved & slick hairless cock as it calls to his horny spirit that has now awakened inside his soul that is refueled by the language of the level of my sexiness from every seductive move I make for him that has him ready to thrust his own gorgeous & also hairless manhood deeply & rapidly in & out my jizz-loving mouth, but as I gyrate in my spell-binding dance for him, he'll just have to wait until I'm done fucking my mouth with one of my rubber cocks until my mouth is good and warmed up so I can be ready for him to ram his already throbbing cock into my drooling mouth after I command for him to come FUCK my mouth as fast or slow as he likes and for AS LONG as he wants! He has learned now that there's nothing SEXIER to me than seeing a gorgeous, completely shaved & perfectly proportioned man's hard-on in between a pair of women's thigh-high stockings & sexually enhancing ladies high heel shoes! My other turn-on is getting to see my 5 inch spiked-heels pointed towards the ceiling with my cock-thrusting stud's head right between my heels, HIGH in the air as I gyrate in rhythm with his every thrust deep inside my rear "love hole!" I love for every single male sexual playmate I get it on with, to fuck my mouth good and deep, for as long and as vigorously as he can until he can't hold back any longer then when his swelling love-muscle begins to erupt in side my mouth, I then suck his "swollen sword" all until I have swallowed EVERY drop because I have loved the taste of semen ever since I was a boy with a hairless dick @ 10 & I still love it! Now, was that HOT enough for you? I hope so, I just came on my Dolly Parton-type "come FUCK me" backless heels! I better lick it off before it dries! Wanna help? (I wish)
This scenario I just wrote for y'all to enjoy was a good example of my favorite sexual encounter with my favorite kind of stud that I live to please sexually. The same goes for my lady playmates too. But there's a special desire I have for any lady who may be in attendance while I engage in very enthusiastic & exciting sexual activities with my male gendered partners. To me, there's not much of anything that's hotter than to have the ladies who want to participate along with all the hot sex going on between me and my male sexual playmates, and it is NOT to engage in sex with us cock loving studs in stockings & stilettos, but to ASSIST us guys to make some things a little easier! It is MY OWN preference for any lady who wants to participate with us guys having such a fantastic time sucking & fucking each other, which I love nothing more than to dress in NOTHING women's sexy high heels & thigh highs, with the role of every man's sex slave and fuck toy, since I'm dressed like a female Porn actress anyway! When I am wearing at least my high heels only, I BECOME the lady that every man just wishes every woman would dress as and behave sexually with nothing more important than possessing THAT TYPE of WILLINGNESS to do ANYTHING men want their women to do for them sexually! It just DOESN'T happen except in a "perfect world" or a XXX Sex Video! BUT with ME, I become that perfect cock pleasing slut every man desires! I love dressing the part because that's part of the powerful feminine sex-drive that's powered by the unique kind of MAGIC that rises inside my sexual being & makes me love being the most gung-ho, ultra-enthusiastic feminine-like sex toy for men who meet my kind of preferences as an important part of my "list of sexual-related criteria" which I hope will fulfill my every sexual FANTASY! I DO plan to reveal everything I am able to recall so I can be as sexually explicit for everyone of you because I want to keep those who showed me some interest last week and were even a LOCAL member! But I’m still waiting for their response about getting together. But one MUST remain patient until things come together and when the timing is right! I dream constantly about whether it could be possible to become that same seductive "Stud in Stilettos" who enjoyed countless sexual experiences with a number of very hot looking studs who were as sexually enthusiastic as I was and were so ready to become slutty sissies together where we all "clicked" together almost immediately! He was gorgeous in his feminine ensembles and love me to strip for him and perform my own private "Toy Show" with my collection of rubber dildos and cocks I loved to warm both my oral and anal "love muscles" to be ready for action! Over the year, I had 4 0r 5 regular sissy playmates to play with 2 & 3 times a week while their wives watched and participated by holding mu head steady as her husband could fuck my mouth repeatedly so he could ram his cock down my throat with precision! But that was when I realized how much I love having guys fuck my mouth a lot plus my women loved working my face with their strap-ons. There's just something about it that's kind of "degrading" about that turns me on! I guess I love being a sex slave for other men who are also into it. I would dress in various slutty ensembles over an entire weekend while my "master" and several of his horny buddies fucked me and rammed their cocks in & out of my sperm filled mouth for three days at a time! On some occasions, these horny studs had me and one of my regular playmates become the "entertainment" at their private & very discreet parties with mixed couples as their guests. He loved how sexy I looked in my feminine attire, high heels & all so we could do a striptease for each other as the guests watched until my friend & I wore nothing but our stockings a slutty heels that always made men want me! My fuck buddy and I played with each other's cocks or "69'd" with each other then take turns fucking each other as most of the guests stayed to watch us be "high-heeled" sissy together! I began to really get turned on a WHOLE LOT by having sex in front of an intimate group of men & women, men only and just women only watching me be just like one of them pleasing men since I'm prefer the Role as a nasty slut while dressed like a lady whore all the time! I forgot to mention that while engaging in sex act for the audience to watch, there was always 2 or 3 of our host's drunk buddies who liked to come up to me,
then take out his cock for me to suck and get him good and hard so he could fuck my asshole with me on my back where I really got aroused because I love watching myself pumping my sexy feet up & down on both sides of the guy's head with my spiked stiletto heels while I act as if I the hot slut being fucked like a woman. I really love that feeling! So you see What it was lie for me sexually so long ago. So I realized I won't get as lucky finding such perfect sexual playmates who are just as into playing the "female" as I am, but just took turns switching roles! I hope one of you who are reading this second blog might have a "solution" or better yet, BE the SOLUTION! Get ready because I must list my "resolute list of my sexual criteria" if I am to continue to experience any tiny part of my former sex life that I had since I was very young & throughout my previous marriage before my wife passed away! She created the "sexual criteria" that I require every male, female & otherwise I have sex with to be prepped physically before I will get near anyone... PERIOD! My appearance is the same and I require every sexual partner to be COMPLETELY shaved SMOOTH with NO pubic hair visible on, near or around the penis and testicles. Those are all made to suck and lick, not to mention to admire the un-obstructed view of both men & women's genitals. Proportionately shaped Cocks & balls are the other just as important to enjoy as BIG TIT women. But I love cocks because they're a beautiful thing to me and all features should never be partially covered by gross pubic hair. It SEXIER that way and that goes for women too! I hope that everything I wrote up until now did not confuse anyone because I was only describing what I would love to be doing at this moment! I love to babble on about what I fantasize about, what I could be doing tonight had I followed up with a few sissies who enjoyed my first entry above! However, it is time for me to start revealing some secrets that few on this planet are aware of about my "nasty girl" side!
TONIGHT, I want to tell you just a few of my secret "turn-ons" & "turn-offs" that are definitely a big part of my "sexual criteria" list that my late-wife created after observing, teaching with frequent opportunities to put the femininely driven training she was seriously dedicated to training me to become that "female live sex performer" & Adult Film star that I have wished I had been all my life. She loved me deeply & taught me how to develop a strong sexual desire for other men and how to dress, seduce, suck and fuck men better than most women "as if" I ACTUALLY the sexy, feminine man pleaser she taught me to become inside!
OOPS, look at the time! I must cut this short for now, but I hope to return and finish what I am trying to reveal about myself!
I want to close every entry with one or two facts I want you "lust lovers" to know about me sexually. One will talk about what I prefer and the other will tell you what I DON'T like! Already, I blabbed about how I despise & loathe PUBIC body hair on ANYONE...period!. I requested that EVERY sexual partner, both male AND female lovers be completely VOID of stubble in all areas where it naturally grows. I REFUSE to have ANY physical or sexual contact with those who don't accommodate my wishes. Plus, it's SEXY because TO ME, less is MORE! Think about it!
No 2 is to tell you what TURNS ME ON! I'll have to think about it because there's too many to count right now! But what turns me on is when I masturbate, I fantasize about having my very own "Hair Removal '' salon, within a men & women's hair Salon. The service in which I dream of providing is actually for permanent hair removal. Especially Pubic Hair of all genders! Since I provide a sexually related service, I wear what I wear every day & night now in real life. I ALWAYS wear extremely sexually embellishing lady's 5 & 6 inch heel shoes that do this magical thing to my ass & legs that has always turned men's heads while making lots of women envy my curvaceous bottom half from my waist-down, therefore, I prefer to dress in only enough attire to turn my "image & appearance" into looking very feminine sexually on the outside since I feel that way constantly on the INSIDE! I wear only garter-topped thigh-high stockings of all kinds with NO garter belt or panties to conceal my gorgeous shaved cock. I wear embellishing waist body chains & belt above my bald pubic areas. It it because I want my sexual organs to be COMPLETELY ACCESSIBLE by EVERYONE with NO barriers or any clothing that could obstruct anyone from viewing my perfectly shaped & pubic-less cock and testicles which I always love to keep displayed for all to desire, lust for or just to enjoy looking at with admiration! I use a regimen of special hardening vitamins that keep it somewhat erect & "perked up" constantly! I have perfected how I wish that it was commonplace for all men to keep their penises & testicles this way and it is a very enticing look for any openly & sexually uninhibited person such as myself to appear to achieve the image I prefer to have in public! I usually wear a very sheer shirt unbuttoned so it always stays open in front while allowing my semi-erect shaft to protrude out though the wide front opening and is ALWAYS ready for someone to touch, fondle, caress and even suck if they can't resist the temptation to to do what they so desire with it! I want everyone to satisfy any urge they have in any way they like!
I created my own look and it has become my "trademark style," if you will and has really caught on with the other employees and lots of our clients who have informed me how much my original look of immense sexuality is becoming a big thing at the nightclubs! And what's even better is that NOT ONE person has been bothered in public about any indecency. That's because it is incredibly DECENT to have the sexual freedoms in town that we all enjoy! I heard that it has become widely accepted for every guy who wants to drop to their knees to suck another man's cock on the street, and is also encouraged! I plan to go into town after work today and engage in that exact behavior in a club or public place and hopefully I will attract a crowd of onlookers to watch me work my oral talents that my wife taught me to master while I demonstrate my level of erotic enthusiasm to the crowd and the stud I get to suck until he shoots his load in my mouth which I'm pretty sure will result in applause and approval of my oral sex act on a perfect stranger. Now, that is such a powerfully hot & sexy thought! I plan to give as many blowjobs as possible before the night is over! I hope the ladies who are practicing the sexy look, will also engage in this activity until everybody is doing it! I do hope my self-created sex "thing" will start a very powerful erotic awareness between everyone who are doing it, will have such an effect socially and sexually that v******e and and all kinds of sex crimes will cease to exist! Wow, what an incredible sexual fantasy!
Remember, this is about only ONE of my sexual fantasies! I did want to describe to you the details of my business and private services I provide for all of my clientele. Word has gotten around about everything I provide for all genders or sexual identification. I am constantly busy with my customers, and all appointments have to be made weeks in advance! I have even attracted a large number of famous Porn stars, movie stars and especially those who work in the Adult Film Industry & Live Sex Performance arenas internationally, believe it or not! I keep certain days & nights dedicated to my sex professionals and with that being said, I give substantial discounts to my Male Porn stars especially, if they will allow me to give them blowjobs after I have finished removing their pubic hair from every inch of their bodies. I even remove every follicle fr INSIDE the client's butt cracks that results in perfect skin smoothness all the way around their well-fucked & sucked anuses! I do not enjoy watching a man suck and tongue inside another man's or woman's asshole and never even liked the thought of it, but it's become even more common that oral sex these days that I just have to do my job of removing every single "follicle" below the skin than when my clients engage in anal sex with men, the cocksman who's ramming his huge cock all the way inside him partner's asshole, he can't help but notice how smooth & slick his lover's anal openings are, that he's able to work his big cock in, out & all around his receiver's asshole that he has an extremely pleasurable sensation that intensifies his orgasms to more than 10 times the levels he experienced before! This specialized service of mine has gotten around to numerous gay Porn actors who are now requesting that their co-stars come to me for my services! I love it because I am so honored to have so many famous cocks with their "also famous" and really HUGE & hot LOADS of sperm shot inside my cum-craving mouth & anal "love hole" to the MAX! I always anticipate when it's almost time for one of my very famous male clients to arrive for their next hair removal appointments. I can always taste their cum way BEFORE I actually do get to taste it! I offer them my exclusive discounts but they always pay full price PLUS let me suck their gorgeous cocks anyway! I also offer my expert hand jobs or let them fuck my hot n ready "love hole" if they do desire! I just love my sexual fantasies and even much MORE now, since I get to tell all of you about each one! I hope you were highly aroused from reading my most intimate secret sexual desires. I am aware how perverted & far out they might be, but I love to TELL Y'ALL ALL ABOUT IT! (In great detail, too!) Just you wait & see until I tell you lovely readers what my next sexual fantasy will be. It should be made into a video with "yours truly" as the main star! That's another subject I plan to talk about! And I am working on taking lots of pictures with me in several different combinations of thigh-highs, high-heels while I show off what it is about me strutting around in public while I am wearing my 5 inch stiletto heels where lots of men turn their attention towards my sexy legs and butt! Now, if one of those horny studs would make a move on me!
Your very own "Lover of Lust,"
Alt Fun Buddy!
p.s.
Just a note about myself,
I really don't consider myself to be gay, I have always loved having sex with the RIGHT studs who meet my list of criteria and Preferences! Otherwise, I can easily be attracted to potential Male sexual playmates, However, I DO prefer all my ladies to possess large breasts, not obese but mainly mature women who keep their pussies shaved and like to get kinky with sluts like me!
that clearly shows how a male body can project a very sexy appearance just as desirable as most women are when wearing an identical ensemble of feminine attire! To me, "less is more" and the most arousing thing to me shows their smoothly shaved erection with an embellishing ring around their balls and the the "base" of the shaft of their cock that's in between a pair of elastic garter-topped stockings and STANDING UP facing the camera that will capture their very sexy 5 to 6 inch high stilettos heels! That's the scene that I wish it was easy to find on any XXX website! But N-O-O-O-O-O, there's RARELY ANYONE modeling any other poses that will focus on sexy women, men and shemales standing in their high-heels, totally NUDE and showing off their hairless genitals for the camera to capture their sexuality or explicitly sexy bodies. HEAD to TOE! INSTEAD, the majority of the thousands of every person on every XXX website has EVERYONE either "squatting" down, laying on their backs with their legs apart that shows their sexual organs alright and their asshole with them masturbating with their hands or a sex toy inside all visible "holes" which is a HOT scene, but almost NO ONE models standing up to show their entire body what can be seen on their backs! I have often wondered if there's some kind of "unspoken" taboo that forbids every sex model to show how they look from "head to toe" but obviously NOT!
I would love to create a website that feature what I want to see because my imagination and creativity is probably 100 times sexier, more explicit, kinky or perverted than most others! Do anybody AGREE with my ideas? Please let me know!
I prefer watching GAY sex videos ONLY, or Lesbian scenes, shemale STRIPPERS on a public stage seducing the whole audience, also sexy crossdressers stripping to their stockings and heels only then engaging in all kinds of sex acts, including a very sexually enthusiastic oral acts in a 69 position where there are cameras focused on how cock-hungry the two sissies demonstrate by the energy they show as the SUCK EACH OTHER'S COCKS! Now THAT'S some hot stuff to watch!
I also would like to dress in my hose and heels only, then intrude in one of those all-gay orgies with every stud in wearing leather attire and then WELCOMES me to join in like I'm a Female sex toy and will be FUCKED like the "lady" I am impersonating!
Has ANYONE ever seen a scenario like that anywhere? I sure haven't AT ALL!
HELLO THERE to all you "lovers of lust!" I must apologize for taking so long to do this new entry after emphasizing that I would keep this blog hot and be as frequent with all my entries as possible! I have so much I want to tell all of you about my sexuality & my desires & lusts that keep me in constant lust for those who I dream about getting as sexually intimate with as possible that will always result in the most erotic experience that leaves my playmates & myself in a state of ecstasy together that we are ready to go on to our next sexual activity just after we catch our breaths! I love getting so turned on with what we wore for each other during the exciting sex acts we just engaged in together, the roles we played for each other, the incredible scenarios we just sucked & fucked ourselves through to the fantastically high levels of orgasmic pleasures, only to want to change into our next outfits that are a major source of what I know that drives me to dress in knowing that when I'm looking like the hottest bitch for my partner who will be so stunned by how my attire makes me look, that he'll be rock-hard for me as he becomes entranced as he watches me as I use my femininely-clad body to strut seductively in my shimmery thigh-highs, my slutty 5 inch spiked stiletto heels, my see-through mini-dress that reveals every detail of the shaved & slick hairless cock as it calls to his horny spirit that has now awakened inside his soul that is refueled by the language of the level of my sexiness from every seductive move I make for him that has him ready to thrust his own gorgeous & also hairless manhood deeply & rapidly in & out my jizz-loving mouth, but as I gyrate in my spell-binding dance for him, he'll just have to wait until I'm done fucking my mouth with one of my rubber cocks until my mouth is good and warmed up so I can be ready for him to ram his already throbbing cock into my drooling mouth after I command for him to come FUCK my mouth as fast or slow as he likes and for AS LONG as he wants! He has learned now that there's nothing SEXIER to me than seeing a gorgeous, completely shaved & perfectly proportioned man's hard-on in between a pair of women's thigh-high stockings & sexually enhancing ladies high heel shoes! My other turn-on is getting to see my 5 inch spiked-heels pointed towards the ceiling with my cock-thrusting stud's head right between my heels, HIGH in the air as I gyrate in rhythm with his every thrust deep inside my rear "love hole!" I love for every single male sexual playmate I get it on with, to fuck my mouth good and deep, for as long and as vigorously as he can until he can't hold back any longer then when his swelling love-muscle begins to erupt in side my mouth, I then suck his "swollen sword" all until I have swallowed EVERY drop because I have loved the taste of semen ever since I was a boy with a hairless dick @ 10 & I still love it! Now, was that HOT enough for you? I hope so, I just came on my Dolly Parton-type "come FUCK me" backless heels! I better lick it off before it dries! Wanna help? (I wish)
This scenario I just wrote for y'all to enjoy was a good example of my favorite sexual encounter with my favorite kind of stud that I live to please sexually. The same goes for my lady playmates too. But there's a special desire I have for any lady who may be in attendance while I engage in very enthusiastic & exciting sexual activities with my male gendered partners. To me, there's not much of anything that's hotter than to have the ladies who want to participate along with all the hot sex going on between me and my male sexual playmates, and it is NOT to engage in sex with us cock loving studs in stockings & stilettos, but to ASSIST us guys to make some things a little easier! It is MY OWN preference for any lady who wants to participate with us guys having such a fantastic time sucking & fucking each other, which I love nothing more than to dress in NOTHING women's sexy high heels & thigh highs, with the role of every man's sex slave and fuck toy, since I'm dressed like a female Porn actress anyway! When I am wearing at least my high heels only, I BECOME the lady that every man just wishes every woman would dress as and behave sexually with nothing more important than possessing THAT TYPE of WILLINGNESS to do ANYTHING men want their women to do for them sexually! It just DOESN'T happen except in a "perfect world" or a XXX Sex Video! BUT with ME, I become that perfect cock pleasing slut every man desires! I love dressing the part because that's part of the powerful feminine sex-drive that's powered by the unique kind of MAGIC that rises inside my sexual being & makes me love being the most gung-ho, ultra-enthusiastic feminine-like sex toy for men who meet my kind of preferences as an important part of my "list of sexual-related criteria" which I hope will fulfill my every sexual FANTASY! I DO plan to reveal everything I am able to recall so I can be as sexually explicit for everyone of you because I want to keep those who showed me some interest last week and were even a LOCAL member! But I’m still waiting for their response about getting together. But one MUST remain patient until things come together and when the timing is right! I dream constantly about whether it could be possible to become that same seductive "Stud in Stilettos" who enjoyed countless sexual experiences with a number of very hot looking studs who were as sexually enthusiastic as I was and were so ready to become slutty sissies together where we all "clicked" together almost immediately! He was gorgeous in his feminine ensembles and love me to strip for him and perform my own private "Toy Show" with my collection of rubber dildos and cocks I loved to warm both my oral and anal "love muscles" to be ready for action! Over the year, I had 4 0r 5 regular sissy playmates to play with 2 & 3 times a week while their wives watched and participated by holding mu head steady as her husband could fuck my mouth repeatedly so he could ram his cock down my throat with precision! But that was when I realized how much I love having guys fuck my mouth a lot plus my women loved working my face with their strap-ons. There's just something about it that's kind of "degrading" about that turns me on! I guess I love being a sex slave for other men who are also into it. I would dress in various slutty ensembles over an entire weekend while my "master" and several of his horny buddies fucked me and rammed their cocks in & out of my sperm filled mouth for three days at a time! On some occasions, these horny studs had me and one of my regular playmates become the "entertainment" at their private & very discreet parties with mixed couples as their guests. He loved how sexy I looked in my feminine attire, high heels & all so we could do a striptease for each other as the guests watched until my friend & I wore nothing but our stockings a slutty heels that always made men want me! My fuck buddy and I played with each other's cocks or "69'd" with each other then take turns fucking each other as most of the guests stayed to watch us be "high-heeled" sissy together! I began to really get turned on a WHOLE LOT by having sex in front of an intimate group of men & women, men only and just women only watching me be just like one of them pleasing men since I'm prefer the Role as a nasty slut while dressed like a lady whore all the time! I forgot to mention that while engaging in sex act for the audience to watch, there was always 2 or 3 of our host's drunk buddies who liked to come up to me,
then take out his cock for me to suck and get him good and hard so he could fuck my asshole with me on my back where I really got aroused because I love watching myself pumping my sexy feet up & down on both sides of the guy's head with my spiked stiletto heels while I act as if I the hot slut being fucked like a woman. I really love that feeling! So you see What it was lie for me sexually so long ago. So I realized I won't get as lucky finding such perfect sexual playmates who are just as into playing the "female" as I am, but just took turns switching roles! I hope one of you who are reading this second blog might have a "solution" or better yet, BE the SOLUTION! Get ready because I must list my "resolute list of my sexual criteria" if I am to continue to experience any tiny part of my former sex life that I had since I was very young & throughout my previous marriage before my wife passed away! She created the "sexual criteria" that I require every male, female & otherwise I have sex with to be prepped physically before I will get near anyone... PERIOD! My appearance is the same and I require every sexual partner to be COMPLETELY shaved SMOOTH with NO pubic hair visible on, near or around the penis and testicles. Those are all made to suck and lick, not to mention to admire the un-obstructed view of both men & women's genitals. Proportionately shaped Cocks & balls are the other just as important to enjoy as BIG TIT women. But I love cocks because they're a beautiful thing to me and all features should never be partially covered by gross pubic hair. It SEXIER that way and that goes for women too! I hope that everything I wrote up until now did not confuse anyone because I was only describing what I would love to be doing at this moment! I love to babble on about what I fantasize about, what I could be doing tonight had I followed up with a few sissies who enjoyed my first entry above! However, it is time for me to start revealing some secrets that few on this planet are aware of about my "nasty girl" side!
TONIGHT, I want to tell you just a few of my secret "turn-ons" & "turn-offs" that are definitely a big part of my "sexual criteria" list that my late-wife created after observing, teaching with frequent opportunities to put the femininely driven training she was seriously dedicated to training me to become that "female live sex performer" & Adult Film star that I have wished I had been all my life. She loved me deeply & taught me how to develop a strong sexual desire for other men and how to dress, seduce, suck and fuck men better than most women "as if" I ACTUALLY the sexy, feminine man pleaser she taught me to become inside!
OOPS, look at the time! I must cut this short for now, but I hope to return and finish what I am trying to reveal about myself!
I want to close every entry with one or two facts I want you "lust lovers" to know about me sexually. One will talk about what I prefer and the other will tell you what I DON'T like! Already, I blabbed about how I despise & loathe PUBIC body hair on ANYONE...period!. I requested that EVERY sexual partner, both male AND female lovers be completely VOID of stubble in all areas where it naturally grows. I REFUSE to have ANY physical or sexual contact with those who don't accommodate my wishes. Plus, it's SEXY because TO ME, less is MORE! Think about it!
No 2 is to tell you what TURNS ME ON! I'll have to think about it because there's too many to count right now! But what turns me on is when I masturbate, I fantasize about having my very own "Hair Removal '' salon, within a men & women's hair Salon. The service in which I dream of providing is actually for permanent hair removal. Especially Pubic Hair of all genders! Since I provide a sexually related service, I wear what I wear every day & night now in real life. I ALWAYS wear extremely sexually embellishing lady's 5 & 6 inch heel shoes that do this magical thing to my ass & legs that has always turned men's heads while making lots of women envy my curvaceous bottom half from my waist-down, therefore, I prefer to dress in only enough attire to turn my "image & appearance" into looking very feminine sexually on the outside since I feel that way constantly on the INSIDE! I wear only garter-topped thigh-high stockings of all kinds with NO garter belt or panties to conceal my gorgeous shaved cock. I wear embellishing waist body chains & belt above my bald pubic areas. It it because I want my sexual organs to be COMPLETELY ACCESSIBLE by EVERYONE with NO barriers or any clothing that could obstruct anyone from viewing my perfectly shaped & pubic-less cock and testicles which I always love to keep displayed for all to desire, lust for or just to enjoy looking at with admiration! I use a regimen of special hardening vitamins that keep it somewhat erect & "perked up" constantly! I have perfected how I wish that it was commonplace for all men to keep their penises & testicles this way and it is a very enticing look for any openly & sexually uninhibited person such as myself to appear to achieve the image I prefer to have in public! I usually wear a very sheer shirt unbuttoned so it always stays open in front while allowing my semi-erect shaft to protrude out though the wide front opening and is ALWAYS ready for someone to touch, fondle, caress and even suck if they can't resist the temptation to to do what they so desire with it! I want everyone to satisfy any urge they have in any way they like!
I created my own look and it has become my "trademark style," if you will and has really caught on with the other employees and lots of our clients who have informed me how much my original look of immense sexuality is becoming a big thing at the nightclubs! And what's even better is that NOT ONE person has been bothered in public about any indecency. That's because it is incredibly DECENT to have the sexual freedoms in town that we all enjoy! I heard that it has become widely accepted for every guy who wants to drop to their knees to suck another man's cock on the street, and is also encouraged! I plan to go into town after work today and engage in that exact behavior in a club or public place and hopefully I will attract a crowd of onlookers to watch me work my oral talents that my wife taught me to master while I demonstrate my level of erotic enthusiasm to the crowd and the stud I get to suck until he shoots his load in my mouth which I'm pretty sure will result in applause and approval of my oral sex act on a perfect stranger. Now, that is such a powerfully hot & sexy thought! I plan to give as many blowjobs as possible before the night is over! I hope the ladies who are practicing the sexy look, will also engage in this activity until everybody is doing it! I do hope my self-created sex "thing" will start a very powerful erotic awareness between everyone who are doing it, will have such an effect socially and sexually that v******e and and all kinds of sex crimes will cease to exist! Wow, what an incredible sexual fantasy!
Remember, this is about only ONE of my sexual fantasies! I did want to describe to you the details of my business and private services I provide for all of my clientele. Word has gotten around about everything I provide for all genders or sexual identification. I am constantly busy with my customers, and all appointments have to be made weeks in advance! I have even attracted a large number of famous Porn stars, movie stars and especially those who work in the Adult Film Industry & Live Sex Performance arenas internationally, believe it or not! I keep certain days & nights dedicated to my sex professionals and with that being said, I give substantial discounts to my Male Porn stars especially, if they will allow me to give them blowjobs after I have finished removing their pubic hair from every inch of their bodies. I even remove every follicle fr INSIDE the client's butt cracks that results in perfect skin smoothness all the way around their well-fucked & sucked anuses! I do not enjoy watching a man suck and tongue inside another man's or woman's asshole and never even liked the thought of it, but it's become even more common that oral sex these days that I just have to do my job of removing every single "follicle" below the skin than when my clients engage in anal sex with men, the cocksman who's ramming his huge cock all the way inside him partner's asshole, he can't help but notice how smooth & slick his lover's anal openings are, that he's able to work his big cock in, out & all around his receiver's asshole that he has an extremely pleasurable sensation that intensifies his orgasms to more than 10 times the levels he experienced before! This specialized service of mine has gotten around to numerous gay Porn actors who are now requesting that their co-stars come to me for my services! I love it because I am so honored to have so many famous cocks with their "also famous" and really HUGE & hot LOADS of sperm shot inside my cum-craving mouth & anal "love hole" to the MAX! I always anticipate when it's almost time for one of my very famous male clients to arrive for their next hair removal appointments. I can always taste their cum way BEFORE I actually do get to taste it! I offer them my exclusive discounts but they always pay full price PLUS let me suck their gorgeous cocks anyway! I also offer my expert hand jobs or let them fuck my hot n ready "love hole" if they do desire! I just love my sexual fantasies and even much MORE now, since I get to tell all of you about each one! I hope you were highly aroused from reading my most intimate secret sexual desires. I am aware how perverted & far out they might be, but I love to TELL Y'ALL ALL ABOUT IT! (In great detail, too!) Just you wait & see until I tell you lovely readers what my next sexual fantasy will be. It should be made into a video with "yours truly" as the main star! That's another subject I plan to talk about! And I am working on taking lots of pictures with me in several different combinations of thigh-highs, high-heels while I show off what it is about me strutting around in public while I am wearing my 5 inch stiletto heels where lots of men turn their attention towards my sexy legs and butt! Now, if one of those horny studs would make a move on me!
Your very own "Lover of Lust,"
Alt Fun Buddy!
p.s.
Just a note about myself,
I really don't consider myself to be gay, I have always loved having sex with the RIGHT studs who meet my list of criteria and Preferences! Otherwise, I can easily be attracted to potential Male sexual playmates, However, I DO prefer all my ladies to possess large breasts, not obese but mainly mature women who keep their pussies shaved and like to get kinky with sluts like me!
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