Straight to Gay
Up until 2012 I considered myself an Alpha heterosexuals male, confident, sex driven typical male. Keen to try new things I did experiment with sounding and anal play to stimulate my prostate but disliked cum other than pumping it into pussy. I wank daily usually edging and have done all my life. In 2012, during the breakdown of my marriage, mainly due to lack of sex with my wife, during an evening wanking session I decided to try gay sex. I was a dare to myself as I wasn't attracted to men or cock, or so I thought. I set up a temp profile on a gay site, went live and 20 mins later met a guy at the end of my street. We drove to an empty carpark and chatted. I was hard and willing, he sucked me and for the first time in my life I had another mans penis in my mouth. He was going to breed me so turning me around and being pushed over his car bonnet he parted my legs, spat onto my arsehole and gently inserted his raw cock. I was being fucked for the first time in my life, every thrust sent pulses of pure pleasure through me and I precummed on his bonnet, a first for me. He pumped his cock harder into me and declared he would breed my virgin arse and that it would change me forever. How right he was, and all I wanted was for him to inject his seed deep inside me. He did and I felt his cock pump and pulse as he emptied into me. He wasn't done yet, turning me round he forced his sticky cock that had just been up my arse into my mouth and #i clean it for him. I tasted cum for the first time, he then ordered me to fuck him. I was rock hard and as he had pre lubed his arse I slipped in easily. His arse felt good as I was soon emptying my balls in him. Walking home I tried to work out how I felt, guilty, confused, horny? I felt his cum in my arse, I stopped, worked some out with my fingers and without thinking swallowed it, I kept doing that as I wanked my cock again.
The next morning I started looking for a flat so I could move out of the house as we decided to separate. I wanted to try more gay sex so once in my flat I would meet guys. Soon I had a few regular fuck buddies and we started to me as a group on Fri evenings at my flat. Having all got tested we started to always fuck BB and I would regularly go to bed with several loads deep inside me. I was also seeing many women and soon got into a routine of meeting multiple people every week and always having cum in my arse to absorb overnight.
In 2018 I met a young female redhead swinger who I couldn't get enough of, we had no secrets and she even found men to fuck me and she would fuck my bi mates BB. My lust for her grew and I started not worrying about my other female fucks. After a year or so she explained that me fucking other women did make her feel sad. After thinking about it I realised sex with her was better than with other women so I wasn't that fussed. She knew my focus was men and that wasn't a problem. I agreed to stop seeing other women, to my surprise it was fine and I was meeting more men which was far better as was the sex.
Like all women she started to get bored with sex so our sex life slowed to the point of almost stopping. During Covid we also had to shield due to her being a carer so no meets and no men. This is hard but I still wank daily and focus on her started to escort again once vaccinated and all those guys fucking her and me licking her cummy pussy. I have also realised I'm gay with a loving female fiancée. My next question to answer is can we make this work?
The next morning I started looking for a flat so I could move out of the house as we decided to separate. I wanted to try more gay sex so once in my flat I would meet guys. Soon I had a few regular fuck buddies and we started to me as a group on Fri evenings at my flat. Having all got tested we started to always fuck BB and I would regularly go to bed with several loads deep inside me. I was also seeing many women and soon got into a routine of meeting multiple people every week and always having cum in my arse to absorb overnight.
In 2018 I met a young female redhead swinger who I couldn't get enough of, we had no secrets and she even found men to fuck me and she would fuck my bi mates BB. My lust for her grew and I started not worrying about my other female fucks. After a year or so she explained that me fucking other women did make her feel sad. After thinking about it I realised sex with her was better than with other women so I wasn't that fussed. She knew my focus was men and that wasn't a problem. I agreed to stop seeing other women, to my surprise it was fine and I was meeting more men which was far better as was the sex.
Like all women she started to get bored with sex so our sex life slowed to the point of almost stopping. During Covid we also had to shield due to her being a carer so no meets and no men. This is hard but I still wank daily and focus on her started to escort again once vaccinated and all those guys fucking her and me licking her cummy pussy. I have also realised I'm gay with a loving female fiancée. My next question to answer is can we make this work?
3 years ago
A few days later and I visited him at his flat in Newcastle, I was going to be staying the night. Of course I couldn't resist sucking him off after I arrived and he sucked me too. He took me into the Newcastle Pink Triangle and introduced me to his friends and the bars. I was sporting a raging hard on again and could hardly wait until we got back to his flat.
More cock sucking but now was the grand event of the night for me. He was very gentle and for the first time ever, I had a man fucking me. It was blowing my mind that it felt so good and I was probably in some kind of hypnotic state, feeling every thrust and pushing back on him to get every inch inside me. I started to cum in a way that had never happened before. I started screaming like a girl, not deliberately, it just happened. I was having a huge orgasm that just went on and on. He was afraid he was hurting me and prepared to stop. I screamed at him not to stop. Eventually I collapsed onto my front as the orgasm took every drop of my energy.
During the whole time of this wonderful fuck and orgasm, my cock hadn't even cum, unlike him who had filled me with his wonderful cum. That was so erotic too. Nobody else seems to understand what happened to me and just say it was a prostate orgasm. But why no precum or anything? I think some of it was a mind orgasm, hence the possible hypnotic state. He was versatile so of course it was my turn to pleasure him and I fucked a man for the first time. For those bi-curious men, fucking a man anally feels the same as fucking a woman anally, very nice. I came inside him so we were now equals. Leaving in the morning and sitting in my car, I had a very warm comforting glow, knowing that I had my lovers cum deep inside me. Also his cum was my breakfast so his body had given me energy too and maybe become part of me. It was an incredibly powerful feeling. I was so lucky meeting this wonderful man.