Somebody help me.

It's an embarrassing story.
My friends may be disappointed with me over this incident.
If the manager here sees me, he might expel me.
But this is the only way for me.

Buy me food, please.
The country I live in is Korea.
Please buy me food that can be delivered on the Internet.

I tried to solve it by myself.
But.. I've been through a lot of bad things lately.
Everything was a mess.
So it's so hard for me to hold out by myself.

A few days ago I had found a job.
But the work there was so hard that my body couldn't hold out.
I'm looking for another job now.

Help me hold out till then.
I'll pay you back when I make money again.
I don't betray trust in me.

I will definitely pay you back.
Help me..

There's no one around me.
I have a father, mother and brothers, but me and they are not family.
Ordinary people won't understand.
I don't even know their contact information.
I don't know where they live.
And I don't even want to know.

This is the only way for me.