Panty and Sanitary towel Masturbation for a femme

Well after about a gap of 6 months i thought i would try a panty wank to see if it did anything for me.
I was wearing a pair of Kanga Kylie waterprrof knickers with a big inco pad.I creamed my limp little clitoris with my favourite Sanctuary Spa Body Butter and started to rub the end of my clitty where my frenum used to be between my forefinger and thumb and my peehole against the cotton of the sanitary pad. I have very little sensation now in my clitoris but the friction of rubbing against the pad began to cause my clitoris to swell a little.
I was imagining being forced to rub myself in front of an old woman with a wide open hairy cunt who was fingering herself in front of me while telling me to rub myself off . As I dislike hairy vaginas this was somehow very arousing and within a few seconds I felt myself orgasm. Despite being such a long time since I had last attempted ejaculation I was extremely surprised to find it was almost dry with just a miniscule amount of what appeared to be pre cum on the glans of my clitty.just like a slightly damp vagina.
I am so pleased that I can't ejaculate now as that confims my femininity and lack of maleness.Limp clitoris and non ejaculation. Pure sissyness