I would like to think that everyone questions their sexuality. More men should be open about it.
My story begins, ironically, at the end of a chapter. After 7 years and another struggling year, my wife and I decided that it was best that we finally folded and got a divorce. Naturally, I think we were both hurting over our new reality and we both took to different things to cope. She developed a new relationship while I drank away my hurt. This seemed to work for me but I didn’t know just how well it would help me find myself until a few months later.
Towards the end of the marriage I had begun playing an online game with an old friend of mine who had moved away. I knew he came out as gay while he was in college but thought nothing of it. We would chat during the games about what was going on in our lives and soon enough he would start to tell me that he had always had a crush on me and often thought of making a move when we used to hang out together. I would, in turn, laugh it off and usually change the subject.
Soon our conversations moved to Snapchat with each of us taking pictures of whatever was around us at the time. Mostly the TV or the wall. One night when he sent me a picture of his TV, I noticed he was enjoying some gay porn. I had had a few drinks so we were laughing back and forth about it. This is the moment it all started.
“You should definitely send me a picture of your dick!”, he said. ‘Haha, you are fucking crazy!”, I replied. All it took was a few more suggestions of him wanting to see a picture of my cock for him to jerk off to. Next thing I knew I was sending pictures of my dick, raging boner, and then followed with videos of me jerking myself off.
The next morning I was scared and wondering: “Am I bi? Will he tell anyone?” This went on for a few more months. I would get drunk and send him pictures and he would send me the aftermath of my pictures, him with cum all over him. Every morning after I would swear I wasn’t gay and insist that couldnt happen again. Then he came to town for a visit.
With one simple text I became extremely hard: “I am in town, wanna hang out later?” I immediately took a couple shots and responded back that I would like to hang out. About an hour later he was knocking on my door. When I opened it, there he was looking the same as the day he left town. At that moment I knew that something was going to go down, I could feel it, so I offered him to come in and have a seat on my couch next to me. I don’t remember what we were watching but I sat there in sweatpants.
Within minutes it seemed, he was giving me the eyes. You know the eyes, “Please let me get that dick in my mouth!” I played shy for a bit and then the next thing I knew he had his hand in my sweatpants. His cold hand on my warm cock instantly made me hard. There was no hiding it in my sweats. He began stroking my 7 inches of hard cock and I don’t know what came over me but I leaned in and started making out with him as hard as I have ever made out with someone before. He pushed my face away with his face and folded my sweats down with his hands. He then gave me one last look before he took my hard dick into his mouth. Oh damn the feeling of his mouth swallowing my dick turned me on like never before. I made him stop and then lead him into my room.
Once in my room we both stripped down completely naked. There I was staring at 9 inches of gorgeous cock that I needed in my mouth at that second. We fell to the bed where we took each other’s cocks in our mouths and began to suck like our lives depended on it. The feeling of his huge cock entering and leaving my mouth, touching my throat, almost made me cum over and over. I tried concentrating on his cock and forgetting mine but the way his dick made me feel and the way he was sucking on mine was so hard to stay intact. At that point he turned me over and moved his face to my ass.
Before I could say that I wasn’t ready to be fucked he began caressing my ass with his tongue. His tongue, ever so gently, sliding around and sometimes in my hole. After a few minutes I knew that I needed his huge cock deep inside me. I needed it so much that I began to beg for it! “Please fuck me! I need that cock in me!” He then reached in his pants pocket that he had thrown to the floor earlier and pulled out a small bottle of lube. He dripped some on my hole and used his finger to work it around. He then proposed a question that I never thought I would hear directed at me, “Should I put a condom on?” I was way too horny for that and just blurted out, “No, just fuck me please!” With that answer he quickly lubed up his dick and slowly started sliding it in me.
When he first started to slide his big, veiny, dick inside me I started to wonder if I had made a mistake. The first few thrusts had me wincing and moaning in pain. However, soon, we found our rhythm. My moans of pain became moans of pleasure and excitement. My eyes were rolling in the back of my head with every thrust. His panting made me more hot and I found myself pushing my ass towards him while reaching around pulling him to me. I wanted him to stay inside me. I wanted to stay in that position forever. That is until he pulled out and told me to stand up.
I did as I was told and he stood up as well. My cock throbbing, wanting to cum so bad but also not wanting this to end. He grabbed ahold of my ass and lifted me up unto his equally throbbing dick. He plowed me up against the wall, staring at me with the most handsome “fuck me face” I had ever seen. I bounced on his cock for what seemed like ever, careful not to touch my dick to him as I knew I would shoot my load at any moment.
Finally, he carried me on his cock over to the bed and laid me back down. With a few more thrusts I was cumming all over myself. I had never cum so much before. I didn’t even know I could hold that much inside of me. He pulled his rock hard, throbbing penis out of me and told me to sit up. He then came all over my face and on my tongue. My dick was still throbbing, my ass still craving. He then took my cock in his mouth and drained any last cum I had left in there. At that moment I fell asleep completely satisfied. When I woke up he was gone, but he definitely did come back...