Wednesday He is trying for a back to back but for some reason she makes up an excuse but tells him tomorrow so I thought maybe I would get some since I haven’t for at least a week, but that too was a dream. I got nothing and she once again tells him tomorrow.
Thursday June 1st
So it looks like she is not going until she went and hit him up. So she is out the door within 20 minutes leaving me with not much to say. 2 hours and 45 minutes later she shows up with a new perspective on everything. So this one crept into Friday a bit 11 pm to 145 am. He is definitely trying to make up for lost time and he is forging his power and ownership of her pussy and mouth. When we went to bed she actually listened to the recording with me and as we both layed there and listened to her screaming and obviously cumming all over his cock, she reaches over and grabs baby oil and dribbles some over my soft little dick. She then pushes down around the base and motions for me to handle it. So I was trying to but it was not responding very well so I asked her what are you just saving that pussy for him and she says yes.. So I’m still stroking and it is finally waking up. She then tells me that he fucked it up for me and that he stretched her hole out big time. She says want me to show you? I agreed and as she gets on top of me giggling the whole time. She was right again... wtf she is still so gaped after a couple hours later. I came within 3 minutes and she just laughed at me and under her breath says “what a joke". So tonight we are going camping for a couple days so she probably won’t be getting any till Sunday night. Till then. No matter how you look at it, He finished May off strong and June is definitely one of concern
1030 pm Saturday, June 16th. Day before father’s day
Though I thought they would have fucked 5 times by now this month, well right as I type these letters she is over there getting what I’m not capable of giving her. She has been planning on this vocally all day and I’m sure it’s been in her mind longer. She says it feels like it’s been a month so either way she is there now. So I don’t have any details yet, but I will say this.... We have had sex 1 time since they have and it wasn’t bad but still I was unable to get her to cum....I must add that Carlton has been making it known he wants to fuck the shit out of her again. This came to be after I was deleting numbers in my phone book and he replied. So, I think she will fuck him but Alvin will always get priority. So here it is
Sunday morning, she didn’t fuck me last night when she got back. She got out of shower and I was in bed with my hard dick in my hand and she laid down and fell asleep. I had porn on and I was listening to her fucking Alvin on the tape recorder. Still got no interest from her to my diclit. She was tickling my body with her finger tips until she passed out with one leg over me and almost doing one of her famous pin down moves. But it worked... I never got to cum last night or today... So I’m going down south while she is over celebrating father’s day with her folks. Hopefully I get some strange....She will probably be back to Alvin’s tonight anyway.... Till there is more time to give details on last night..... Peace out
Ok I listened to the hour long session. 20 minutes was talk and 20 minutes they did their standard fucking and her sucking and worshipping his cock but the last 20 was something I had never heard before. He literally pounded her into a zombie. I have never heard anyone fuck that fast, long and powerful. The bed was knocking the wall at a speed that sounded fake. Meanwhile she is screaming in ecstasy and he literally did it for over 15 minutes nonstop. You could hear her clearly having 1 orgasm after another and she told me she was nonstop squirting. She told me this while we were in bed and she was holding the base while I beat off. She told me again; make no doubt who owns her pussy. She did that till I came all over myself and then rolls over kind of laughing and leaving me humiliated.
Monday June 18th at 930 pm She is on her way back over there ... I will give details when I have them....Well she got back after 12. I went and got us a super nice room at the Sheraton but she wasn’t into it so I came home. Wouldn’t you know it; by the time I got home she somehow fell asleep..? And in the living room hahaha of course she did. Top it off she still had the recorder so I wasn’t able to listen to it till today. Basically it was a repeat performance from the last time where he does a turbo driven jackhammer on her pussy. One thing for sure is she has not wanted anything to do with my diclit for a long time, and when she does I know it’s out of guilt and she is always just trying to make me cum real quick so she can be done with her obligation
So Tuesday and Wednesday nights I got pussy. As hard as I tried, I just could not make her cum. Thursday night we both fell asleep with a porno on and now it is
12:45 am Friday/ Saturday and she just left to head over there. She acted all night like she wasn’t going. She wanted to be with me so she says. Her actions speak for themselves. So anyway we will see when she returns.... till then rubbing one out
Well 4 hours later exactly she shows back up. I have yet to hear the recording but will give my assessment afterwards. I’m not too happy though at this point ... its 5am and I’m about to plug in and listen to what I am sure will be more reason to be pissed... to be continued......And so I listened and I got feedback from her, Although there was a lot of talking in between, this guy managed to fuck her 4 separate times and cumming 3 of them. She says he only nutted twice. Only twice she says! But listening to it, he clearly did 3 times. Regardless, a 4 hour visit that he fucked her for more than 3 hours of it. The last part he started out having her suck him but then sounded like he flipped her over and did that new turbo jackhammer thing on her for a solid 25 minutes before emptying his balls in her beat up pussy. So, I have been getting mine too. It doesn’t feel the same anymore at all. I mean it was never tight but once I’m in her, within 2 minutes I am fucking useless .She has been converted. I know she can feel him because he still makes comment how her pussy is sucking his cock. Anyway, I got mine Sat, Sun, but Monday and Tues none for anyone but this morning he texted her wanting some morning pussy wrapped around his morning wood. She told him she was at work so I am pretty sure she might have plans tonight.... keep you all posted.
Wednesday July 11t2018h 9pm
She is back over there and I am sitting here what next..? I will say that earlier she was being a bitch saying she was frustrated. She gets the text and basically informs me she is going. We havnt fucked for over a week.
So I listened to the assault on her pussy, I cant begin to tell you how many times she came, lets just say he can make her cum at will and she is a fucking sprinkler when he makes her cum . So as I was listening she starts sucking my dick and was humiliating me as she did it saying I was tiny and my dick is a joke. She sucked it for maybe 20 seconds and then sat on me just to get frustrated all over again. After like 5 minutes she gets off of me and tells me to handle it. She then grabs her dildos and does what I couldn’t do … make her cum
She then puts the headphones on me and tells me to play with my micro dick and lets me know she will be stepping it up and will be fucking him a lot more often. There is quite a bit of dialog going on. I wish she had that much fun with me. Anyway I will be adding more in the next couple days im certain……So I have listened to it and not happy she fell asleep with her back to me and now here it is the next day and im leaving on a trip at 230 am and she never stays awake this late but her phone has been going off so let me guess what she has lined up. Truthfully I don’t really give a rats ass anymore…. Im out….
Well here it is july 21st and yesterday was our 23rd anniversary…What a joke I know.. But at the very
everyone that knows us they think we are the ideal couple and that she is so innocent and I am the player. Haha !!! those days are long gone and it seems like she is just getting started. But anyway, we still havnt fucked since atleast the 12th . The 16th was her birthday and only he got some …like 3 hours… But here is my prediction. There is someone else at her work . Now whether or not she has already fucked him I am not sure, but someone has her attention that’s for sure…. Stay tuned…..
So here it is Aug 1st at 1 am she heads over to his house. He had tried 2 other times and she shot him down but this time she is the one that contacted him while I was at work. But its totally understandable because of the last 3 times in particular when we fucked I just left her hanging so bad. I got mine everytime except last night she quit on me and fell asleep… because she coulnt feel me. So when she was leaving she told me to handle myself and go to sleep. Meaning she will definetly not be trying to fuck me when she gets back
Well I will let you know when I get some detatails or recordind… till thewell I listened to her 3 and half hour visit and in between all the joking and laughing he put in a good 2 and a half hours of straight fuckinShe hasn’t fucked me for a while now and now it is
August 5th at 830 pm and she is going back over there. She was gone for 4 hours and claims she and Alvin are done. That he is starting to get to personal. Supposedly he had been drinking and couldn’t stay hard. That and the fact that he wouldn’t let her leave . but listening to the recording she is having a good time right up to the very end. I tell her well this isn’t the first time you both have said that your done with this little arrangement and it always seems to last a week or so. But he was texting her the whole next day when we were in palm springs apologizing and promising he wont drink and he will serve her properly. So he has texted everyday and here it is
Friday August 10th. And I type this knowing tonite im pretty sure its on for them two. She might not get it 15 times like she said but ive only gotten it twice as well. The score is Alvin 2 and me 2. I am almost positive after lastnights text session with him she had that the score will be Alvin 3 and me 2 after tonite…. More to come
Sunday aug 12th she got the call and she jumped over there for a quick hour and a half that she said he reclaimed her pussy as his own. She has not got home yet but this is what her text to me said right as she left his house… so maybe I will be able to give more details shortly. She did tell me as she left to go ahead and handle myself. I never was able to do that so I will probably end up jacking off when we lay in bed….. to be continued
Well I got my sloppy seconds for about 5 minutes after he destroyed it for a hour and a half. And on the tape you can hear her telling him it is his pussy and his cock is perfect and she had 3 complete spasmodic orgasms to the point he said something about her squirting everywhere.
So here it is Tuesday morning and lastnite we were laying in bed and she wanted me to fuck her laying down in doggy. Within 5 minutes with my dick in her she falls asleep and starts snoring. I kept going for about 5 more minutes then said fuck it and jerked off. So today was the first day back to school at her work and she wore a black tight fitting mini dress that came down mid thigh at best…… I am willing to bet she gets laid today either at work or from Alvin… to be continued
Well they were going to do it Thursday but he called it off the last second. I have gotten mine a couple times this week but it just fueled her to go over there today. Sunday night
August 19th at 9 pm
I will add more when she gets back but this morning when I was fucking her at 430 am I was frustrating her so bad that she texted him while my dick was in her. He didn’t reply till 9 am so anyway… to be continued..
So she went over there and he took care of what I couldn’t do myself and she was back here in a hour. When we were in bed she basically had me listen to it and jerk off.
Wednesday the 22nd of august She reached out to him again yesterday but had to wait till today. She texted him from her work at 10 am and he replied at 130 so I know she was thinking about his cock all day because last night I tried fucking her and she fell asleep with me pumping her.So she is over there for a little over an hour and a half and comes back telling mehe fucked her face and shot his load in her mouth. She the told me how much she loves sucking cock…hhis cock1 She rarely sucks me but then she can suck on him easily for 30+ minutes and has actually had orgasms while sucking his cock. She laughs at my dick and like sitting on my face after he has fucked her while making me jerk my baby dick.
Although we fucked earlier this afternoon on the couch with the front door wide open s she still went over there at
11pm Sunday august 27th
And here it is an hour later and she is still there. It doesn’t matter it’s a work nite, Although she acted like she didnt want to go she is there. She even texted me from out front of his place like she was contemplating but by the time I replied she was already in there. So I will keep you posted as soon as I know anything….I have still no details but she just walked in and it is 130 am…
Today is my bros birthday and she had calls from al and carlton… Al got the call and she is over there right now. So I had to tell carlton and he laughed a few times at me when I said she went out… anyway more to come.
So Carlton was lolling me when I told him she went out but he was thinking it was a girlfriend and when I told him it was a dude he lost it laughing at me. Then she doesn’t come back for an hour an a half and basically just plowed her and then nutted deep inside her belly.The next day instead of fucking me she just made me jerk off in front of her while she pounded her pussy with her big black dildo which made her cum 3 times ..I was jerking off and she was watching and laughing at me and making sure I knew who her pussy belonged to… and then she fell asleep…. we didn’t fuck until 2 days later and of course I couldn’t make her cum and she wasn’t putting fourth any real effort to make me cum.So here it is Monday labor day sept 3rd and I thought or sure she would be going over there tonite but apparently she is not. It doesn’t look good for me getting any pussy either. Not like I can give her any real pleasure or satisfaction… So until next time…
Sept 5th 1130 pm
And given only 45 minutes notice she is out the door in less than a half hour. She is back by 130 with a recording of Alvin just destroying her pussy. His high speed assault was fueled by her telling him not to drink or jack off before she gets there. So now he finishes up a lot quicker But in return he just fucking annihilates her cunt. When she gets home now shes not even trying to give me any. So now here it is Friday the 7th and im about go to work and I know she is thinking about it already. So, like her words when she was her way over there I will just handle myself. She has repeatedly told us both that he owns her pussy and she has been showing me that he is willing to oblige. Till next time……..
So here it is the very next day on
Satururday the 8th, And we drove out to palmdale and let Carlton have a 3rd go at it ..Atleast I am present for this… Well I took a long shower but could hear them going at it. I decided to stay in there for about a hour then came out as she was cumming all over his cock. She said afterword that in fact his cock is longer than alvins ( carlton claims its 13 inches) but its not nearly as thick. And the thickness is what makes her go nuts over. I mean he is still a foot long too so she is getting filled up almost 10 times more then I am capable of giving. So anyway she rode my dick for a few minutes after he left but just got off and told me to jack off while she watched and commented on the videos she was watching on the computer. According to her … I wont be waiting too long to hear her get fucked again.. so till then…well that wasn’t too long..here it is
Wednesday September 12th 2018 11pm
She headed over there without even telling me… its all good he will be leaving town for a while tomorrow
I will give more details as the become known…Just more of the same… the only thing different is that you clearly hear her phone going off and then right in the middle of her getting fucked she says that she has to reply to me. Yeah I texted her like 5 times in a row, she replied that she was inside and that was all . She then got back down to fucking and sucking on that black dick for about an hour and a half then came home… we have had sex 1 time since then and it lasted about 5 minutes. Neither of us came and was quite awkward. Well her fuck toy will be gone for a little while so I should be getting her shitty attitude until then.
Sept 22
I got mine basically when she is sleeping I put it in and within 5 to10 min im done …. She isn’t even close but I got up and she continued with her big black toy. She was able to actually have an orgasm with that…. Anyway she was telling me she cant wait till he is back. Her pusssy is deprived and she needs it she claims….
Oct 4th 2018,
We have had sex twice since he has been gone. I am going to try tonite but usually she just goes right to sleep. Im tired of sticking my prick into someone sleeping. SO im gonna put on a porno and be beating my weenie when she gets out of the shower… till later..
Well that didn’t work either….
Oct 8th and I finally got some but of course I was unable to deliver one to her and she confirmed what I knew was fact and that she was holding out for his return. He has been gone longer than she had thought and because of this , I am living with a moody, irritated and stressed out bitch needing his therapy..
October 18th
I just thought I would report that I just got back from a 2 day fishing trip and have no idea what she was up to. I do know this that we actually had some decent sex last Monday and was able to make her cum. This was done of course by making her say who she has been holding out her pussy for out loud. As soon as she said his name she squirted. I swear to god. She continued coming because I was making her come clean with her loyalty and need for his cock until I couldn’t hold it any more. We havnt fucked since and the next day nothing was said about that session.
I know she is counting the days till he is back. I am not sure when that is , she has only told me of 1 of his text messages to her which said he misses her pussy around his cock and he cant wait either.. So I just have to deal with it being a reality. Still there is someone at her work that either has her interest big time or is actually tapping that pussy as well. Its hard doing any investigation work with her work so far, and I probably wont like what I find out so I more than likely wont be doing anything but confronting her on this… Although we know honesty has never been one of her best traits.
To be continued….
Thursday November 29th
He called last Thursday and told her he would be back on Tuesday and that I could fuck her 1 more time then he was going to pound it real good. So we fucked that night and she has been waiting ever since. He did send her another text saying he would be a few days later. So im thinking possibly this weekend or early next week. All I know is this…. She has lost her sex drive …….. with me but with him its squirt time every time. So 2018 is gonna end strong I have a feeling
Well he didn’t show up till mid December and they didn’t hook up till
December 19th at 1030 pm
But apparently it was worth the wait…. She claimed it was the best sex her entire life. When he finished at 230 am he sent her home with a fucked up pussy… but she was right back over there 3 days later
December 22nd
For another session… this one lasted 2-1/2 hours and multiple orgasms.
Jan 13th and she is back for a hour quicky more details later
I still havnt listened to the last 2 and she is back there on
Jan 15th another hour and a half and when she got home she fell asleep so i slept on couch. the next day she asked if i listened and i said no not yet, and asked her if we were gonna fuck... She said listen to the recording then fell asleep. The last time we fucked was on the 2nd. She did let me eat her out when she got back on the 13th. but she told me my dick doesnt go in her anymore. Plus she reinforced her instructions that the only time i get to jerk off or cum is while listening to their recordings. So now any pleasure i get is with him fucking my chick. She has told me this for a while and has been cutting me off , but now it seems real. to be continued...
So here it is Jan 24th 2019
And she just went to the gym. I was golfing and by the time i got home she had forwarded me 6 messages from him and apparently she is going over there after the gym. Btw last night we had pretty good sex. but obviously not good enough.. more to come.....
jan 30th
and he is texting that he wants some of her tight pussy so bad. ok first off that pussy is only tight for him. He has fucked it up for me.Anyway I guess saturday he will have a babysitter so he wants it then. He told her not to fuck me. She will be going to bed real soon when i have to do laundry... more to come....
WELL AS IT TURNS OUT IT WAS
fRIDAY FEB 1ST and she got it and got it good. She was there for 4 1/2 hours and finally when i started calling they finished up. I was already pissed and had left so i didnt even get any pussy till the following night. No matter what i tried and how long i worked on it, i just couldnt make her cum. it frustrated her so much that when i came she continued fucking herself for another hour and a half while watching porn. The following day we didnt fuck and i doubt i will be getting any till after they fuck again.... till then....
Well i dont know what happened to the last 4 entries but this is feb23rd2019
I know the 1st the 8th and the 15th and each time has been atleast 3-1/2 hours of continuos orgasms she hasnt said anything except basically where they rank in her all time favorites.
so here it is march 2nd
and he was calling last night but she didnt go. we have had sex maybe 3 times in february and lastnight she made me cum super quick.
so today i was looking at youtube videos listening to music when i hear her vibrator going off . i thought she was just laying in bed... she says just seeing when i would join her. so i crawl up in bed and keep in mind she is using a 10 inch vibrating dildo so there is not much i am going to beable to do but then she informs me that she is not letting my dick go into her. So as im watching her cumming all over her toy whil we have bbc porn going she reaches over and grabs her phone and texts you know who. Of course he replies right back and 20 minutes later she is out the door with me still laying in bed with my dick in my hand. She tells me over and over that she loves me, but for the life of me i dont know why.. i will add more when i learn it. We didnt fuck for another 2 days which was lastnight . She didnt cum or anything but i think she kinda had fun. Tomorrow is their 4 year anniversary so who knows...
Sunday march 10th, She hasnt fucked me since she got back 2 times ago and so here it is Sunday and I thought we made it passed this weekend but nope. She was only over there for 1 1/2 hours and got drilled into like a ragdoll. I went out and tried getting a nut but couldnt. I am so fucked up in the head now that the only thing that makes me nut is them. I have been conditioned now that for me to experience full satisfaction is by listening to them . talk about whacked out shit.. So now we are up to thursday march 14th and she hasnt let me put my dick in her for a long time now, and it is definetly taking its toll on us. because even if i cant get her off she would still get excited during our sex. well now she doesnt even act like she has any sexual desires at all. NONE! that is untill she gets over there. Then I hear the slut that used to be at home or in my shop or wherever i was. So yes she has her sex drive still. its just not with me. Was i warned? Had I not read it over and over and still i let it happen. actually , no i didnt. she did cheat the first time, but she did tell me she was going to. but then she had been saying it for years. So now she has been fucking him for over 4 years. And here are the facts.
1) She has lost her sex dive with me completley
2) We really dont even talk much
3) She lies to me about other workers and guards her phone with her life
We kind of go through the motions like we are a couple but the connection is pretty much gone completely. She has to feel the same way. I think she has for a long time but is afraid to make the move in fear of what I might do. plus it makes her look bad if she is fucking some big black guy after I stuck it out thru her cancer. When he did as well and is really the one thing she counted on and used the whole time. Black cock therapy is what she called it. Anyway im rambling so for now ...by bye
So here we are its thursday march 21st at 9pm she is about ready to take a shower and head over there. Her instructions were simple... charge the recorder.
Its a small price to pay for what she is getting out of the deal. They had their 4 year anniversary15 days ago . I would have never guessed it would go down like this way back when we used to roll play. Now she holds out letting me have any pussy and saves it for him. Sometimes she will let me have some after he has fucked her, but even then it is short lived. She always ends up having me jerk off to their recording. Its crazy but thats the only thing i have came to in the last 3 years. Its now to the point that that is the only way i can cum. I have tried with other chicks and with her. Usually if im with someone else, my mind will drift to them fucking and my dick will go limp the girl then takes it personally and there goes any chance of me getting some get back. well she just got out of shower so she will be out of here soon so i will add more later.
It is now 930 and she is finally leaving to go get her pussy wrecked by that big black dick again... after listening to this oneI must say that she really liked it or loved it the told him his cock always hits the right spot and he says she has the best pussy and loves the way she sucks his cock. he says thats his pussy and she confirms saying he owns her pussy. I swear to god. Well she has yet to give me any and its 3 days later but in her defense she hasnt gone over there again either and he has tried . So we both have been denied and as i listen to her right now cumming all over his cock I just wonder why she isnt there. I cant figure it out she is flooding his bed .
But anyway she is sleeping out on the couch and im in here listening and playing with my little dick ... ridiculous and its 530am on sunday march 24th. So i will enter more as it becomes available...
Well what do you know, he started texting early trying to get her over there . So far everyday since they fucked he has been trying for encore. well tonite she will be going back.... so here we go again... more to cum
She hasnt given me any for over a week
tuesday march 26th and im sitting here listening to the last recording and I cant even describe what im listening to without it sounding like a lie. But this guy is literally making her cum over and over and over . Screaming and panting and almost crying in such ecstacy . In between some of these bursts she is telling him he owns her pussy and that she loves his cock and that he always hits the right spots. He is the only one that can hit those spots. She tells me im not even halfway there!! So he is just pounding away then apologizes for soaking his bed.
So she has made no attempt at doing anything with me in fact she doesnt even take a shower before going to bed. This is after she works out twice at the gym.now she is repeating his name over and over and he just keeps pounding his name out of her.
I mean I am not getting any pussy and when i do it is shortlived . So there is no misreading it, it is blatant that this dude owns her pussy. And it would seem complete ownership is what it is. It is definetly not against her will she tells him she loves his cock. By the amount of time she spends sucking it there is no doubt in my mind she really does. She rarely puts mine in her mouth but everytime she goes over there ,that cock is in her mouth atleast 20 minutes. EVERYTIME! so im gonna listen to the rest of this... back soon with final thought...
So march 5th and he says he will be in atlanta for a week so she ought cum get some.Even though she was only gone a hour and a half, He was able to do what i could never do in any amount of time. Now he has been gone 6 days and yesterday tried sending my girl some link onhow unfair society is to blacks and how the white man is gonna pay. That is one of his motivators he says for fucking the shit out of her. They all are in on this and are succeding at taking alot of the white girls away from us.And the number of white guys that feel they have the right to do it,or just like watching it increases daily.We are sponsering our own demise. I know this but still, if i was to try making her stop she would either just start lieing even more or she would just leave me all together. So here it is thursday and we will see if it is an actual week or what. Today is the 11th so tomorrow will be 1 week and this tuesday i believe we are leaving for 8 days to kentucky. Now i am going to guarentee atleast once before we leave but I will predict twice. All i know is this, we had sex this morning and i pounded away for 15 minutes and when she finally opened up it went dry. So neither of us nutted. But im putting blame on the clock. We both had to get to work... to be continued