This is part 2 of my series. With me being in a Railroad enthusiast, there will be some scenes with the hobby involved. In the last part, I had lost my long term girlfriend and Fiancee, Danielle, after she lost a battle with Pneumonia while getting a Bone Marrow Transplant in 2008.
After Danielle died, I was a mess. I wouldn't eat and I couldn't sleep very well. My dog, May, a Rat Terrier that I got from Danielle sensed this and always snuggled up close to me when I tried to sleep. My mother helped all I can. I didn't work at all during this time. This was my darkest time of my life that I could remember in my 24 years of being on this planet we call Earth. My friend Gina helped all she could as well, but with being a mother of a 2 year old, her help was limited. My hobby of being a railfan helped me somewhat as I went out several days a week to photograph trains, mainly at a place called WR Tower in Granite City where most of the Areas railroads converge to either head across the river into St. Louis or to the Terminal Railroad Association of St. Louis's Madison yard in Venice, IL. My so called friends, Chris and Ben basically abandoned me after her death, so I felt very alone at this time. My only friend at this time was my railfan buddies Kieth and Mark. They helped me cope and Mark took me around to go photograph trains. This helped me somewhat.
After a few months of coping with Danielle's death, it dawned on me that I could not remain like this for the rest of my life. For one, I promised Danielle that if anything had happened to her that I should move on with my life and find someone else who would make me happy. I was not really ready to start dating again, but what the hell, I would go on a few dates and maybe have some one night stands. The last time Danielle and I had sex was on the 4th of July weekend in 2008, while I was on home time from Driving tractor trailers. I had been watching porn and reading erotic stories to help me out, but for some reason, it was not like before.
I hoped onto one of those free dating sites, Plenty of Fish to be exact and see who was out there that would be willing to meet someone who's long time Fiancee and Lover had just passed away. I spoke to several girls, and while the all apologized and sent their sympathies to me, none of them wanted to meet. Maybe it was because of the Emotional baggage. I do not blame them. However, I did end up meeting one girl. She was 19, 5 years younger than me and at that time was a student at one of the local community collages. Her name was Michelle.
We spoke for a bit on PoF, and eventually she gave me her phone number. I couldn't stay on the site for too long because of a commitment I had to help a buddy of mine with moving some stuff. On the way home, I did give her call. She did not answer, but when I heard her voice on her voice mail, she sounded so sweet an innocent. What else would you expect from a 19 year old teenager?
That evening, she called me back, and we ended up talking for 3 hours that night. She kept asking me if I was ready for another relationship so soon after Danielle died. I was okay with it and explained that she had wanted me to move on. In hindsight, it was way to soon. We decided to meet the next day at my favorite St. Louis area hangout. The Kirkwood, Missouri Amtrak Station since it was pretty close to the school she attended.
The next morning dawned and I got ready to go, getting my camera gear in order. My camera at that time was a Cannon Rebel T1i, a Tripod and a Sony video camera that Daniel had bought me a couple years before. Getting fresh batteries for my scanner, I loaded everything up into my car, a 2007 Chevy Aveo, the very first car I had bought brand new, and headed out for the 45 minute drive to Kirkwood. She would not get out of class until about 2pm that afternoon, but hell, why not try to photograph some trains while waiting. I spent the drive thinking. Thinking about Daniel, and thinking about the prospects I would have with Michelle. I popped open a Vanilla Coke and took a sip before I pulled out a Marlboro Virginia Blend and lit it up to try to relax my nerves.
I pulled into the parking lot at the Amtrak station at about 9 AM. With 5 hours before she gets out of class, I pull everything out and turn on my scanner. I did not have to wait long before the first train of the day came by. Making all the noises associated with a train pulling a long grade, I managed to get everything in place long before the train arrived. The train in question turned out to be a just the ordinary coal train from the Powder River Basin heading to one of the eastern Power Plants. The two Union Pacific General Electric Locomotives straining to get the 135 cars of loaded coal up the grade is one of my favorite sounds. The sound of 8,800 Horsepower 4 cycle diesel engines was just what I needed to forget about the past and look forward to the future. I snapped my pictures and they turned out decent.
As 2 o'clock approached, I had photographed 6 freight trains and the East Bound Amtrak from Kansas City. My phone rung and saw it was Michelle.
"Hello, Michelle, are you on the way?" I asked
"Yeah, I am almost there, I got out of class early, I should be there, how do I get there again?" She asked
"The station is right on Lindbergh, right next to the set of double train tracks"
"Oh! I see it! I will be there in a second!" She exclaimed
"What are you driving?" I asked her
"I am in a White 1998 Chevy Caviler"
"Ok, yeah, I see you!"
"Ok, I am about turn in" She said
I see her and noticed that she is about to turn....
"WAIT! You Can't..."
She started to turn before I could finish my last sentence.
"...turn there...." I muttered to myself as I hung up the phone, face palming that she did not notice the No left turn sign hanging between the two traffic signals.
She pulled up and happened to park right next to me. So I walked over and greeted her. My camera gear was being watched over by Kieth, and I knew that neither he or anyone else would try to steal it. I waited for her as she got out of her car. Once out of the car, she came over to me and gave me a big hug. She was a bit heavier than I expect, at 250 pounds, but then again, I like my girls on the heavier side, as they are less bitchy and less self centered.
"I am taking it that you are Michelle, otherwise you would not have giving me a hug" I said, trying to be a bit of a smart ass
"You figured me out!" she said. I noticed that she was blushing a little as well as she looked at me.
"Well, lets walk over to the other side of the station, that's where my camera gear is, I can pack it up then we can talk for a little bit in the car." I said, trying to play it cool.
We both walked over to the station, but Michelle seems a little bit nervous as walked a bit away from me. She watched me as I carefully stowed my camera gear. I could hear another Coal train approaching from the west, but my focus was not on this little sweet teenager that had came out to visit me. After stowing my camera gear in the back of the car, we both got in.
"Would you like a Vanilla Coke?" I asked
"How did you know? I love Vanilla Coke!" She beamed, and leaned over and gave me a a passionate kiss with tounge.
I popped open the can of Vanilla Coke and we talked for a little bit, about various things. We discussed her classes, her home life and her previous boyfriend who happened to be a lazy video gamer. We watched as the Train passed, but to my surprise, it was not a coal train, but a mixed freight that had some pretty interesting cars, including a Department of Defense boxcar and, much to my surprise, a DOD Caboose that accompanies all trains that have DOD cars. I wish I had my camera.....damnit! Well, you can't win them all, but I had a pretty damn good excuse why, I had a pretty teenager with me.
All too soon, she had to head home, and since my camera batteries were low, I ended up leaving as well. On the way home, we talked on the phone. We continued to talk and we then agreed that I would come over to her place so I can meet her mother. I got home, put my camera batteries to charge and hoped into the shower. I started to think as I was shaving that this might not be a bad Idea at all.
A couple of hours later, I headed out. We agreed to meet at the K-Mart near South County Mall so we can grab a couple of Pizza's from the Little Ceasers and then I would follow her home. We met at about 6 and grabbed the Pizza's. Once we got to her place, that turned out to be a duplex, I got out of my car to help her carry the Pizza's.
"Hi Mom! I brought home a cute guy!" she called as she walked in.
As I was walking in, her mother came out of the kitchen. She introduced her self as Andrea. I made my introduction and and we sat down to dinner. I went through the traditional grilling from her mom. You know, the usual stuff. I told her about Danielle and she extended her sympathies as well. I was grateful for that. She seemed to accept me for who I was, and so did Michelle. We spoke for a bit more, talking about what I liked, and they both seemed very interested in my hobby with trains and railroads. Michelle brought out her laptop and I logged into my account on a railroad photo website and showed them some of my favorite pictures, the best one being from the Yard tower at the Alton and Southern yard in East St. Louis, overlooking the expanse of the yard with the Downtown skyline in the background. What pleased Andrea even more was that I was not a lazy video gamer like Michelle's last boyfriend.
"Do you mind if I show him my room?" Michelle asked her mom.
"Go ahead, I have some work to do around here, just behave yourselves" she replied
We walked up the stairs to her bedroom. It was a spartan room, with a small micro-fridge next her bed, also standing in for her night stand, a few shelves. It was not much, but it made it livable, and she was pleased with it.
"Here is my room, I know its not much but I like it this way" She told me.
"As long as your happy and you have a place to sleep, I am sure that you wouldn't want to sleep on a couch or anything every night" I told her. She seemed to smile when I said this
I pulled her into a kiss and she returned it with passion. We sat on the bed with our mouths doing the talking, kissing and necking, her just being a teenager and me not having had any contact like this for almost a year.
At this point I reached between her legs and to my surprise she opened them up for me, I started rubbing her pussy through her pants. She moaned a little bit into my mouth as I did this. Feeling braver, I moved my and and slid them down into her pants.
"Hold on a second" she said and I removed my hand, thinking I had crossed the line
She got up, and went to her door, closing and locking it. Before coming back to the bed, she removed her pants. I was surprised, maybe I might get lucky, but I was not counting on it. She got back into the bed and I resumed what I had started, this time rubbing her pussy through her thin panties. I could tell she was getting wet from my hand. I got a little braver and I put her hand on my hardening cock through the shorts I was wearing and she started to rub me. It felt great! Not wanting to scare her, but wanting to take a chance, I pulled the top of my shorts down to expose my boxers, and pulled my cock out through the opening in front of them. To my surprise, she did not get scared and immediately wrapped her hand around my cock, stroking me gently.
I moved the crotch of her panties to the side and started to rub her bare pussy, concentrating on her clit. She moaned even more as she started to stroke my cock faster. It was apparent that we were both having an affect on each other. She suddenly got up, thinking that I made too much of a move on her and that she wanted me to leave. That was not the case as she moved between my legs and took my cock into her mouth. It felt wonderful! Danielle was great in bed, but she hated giving blowjob s. As she sucked on my cock, I leaned back, enjoying her mouth and tongue. Feeling my orgasm fast approaching, she stopped and I let out a sigh of frustration. She laid down on the bed.
"Your turn, handsome" she said
"With pleasure!" I replied as I crawled between her legs.
I started licking her pussy like I would never see another pussy again. She was getting wetter and wetter the entire time. Once I started to suck on her clit, she moaned and covered her face as she came hard. She was not a squirter, but I could still tell I had brought her pleasure. I decided I would start to finger her, and I slid two fingers into her now soaked pussy. That was when I got the biggest surprise from her.
"You're a virgin? You still have your hyman" I asked her
"Yeah, I thought if I told you that I was a virgin, you would not want to see me" she replied, with the look of guilt on her face
"I would have met you either way, Michelle" I said, crawling up to her and kissing her, trying to make her feel better.
My cock made contact with her pussy and I started to hump against her. I looked at her and she had her eyes closed when I asked.
"May I put my cock in, sweetie?" I asked her, trying to be as much of a gentleman as I usually am.
She looked at me and gave me a blunt answer. "No" she said. "I don't want to go that far yet."
I gave a look of disappointment when she said that, but then again, I was not expecting to go all the way. Then trying to be desperate I said something that I regretted
"If we do this and I get you pregnant, I will pay for an abortion" I said. She started to get mad at me and I moved off her, knowing that I crossed the line. I started to pull my pants up and told her that since I mad her mad that I would leave now, and that I did not expect her to call me back.
She would have none of that and she put her arms around me and told me not to go, as she had fun, but didn't want me to leave. She wanted me to stay around for a while longer and cuddle. We cuddled for about 45 minutes, but since it was getting late, I really did have to leave. It wasa bout 8:30 and she walked me to her door. I kissed her goodbye and I again apologized for what I had done. With that, I walked out to the car and drove home.
For the next couple of days, we would talk a-lot. We never did discus what happened that first night. The next Thursday, we again met at the Amtrak Station in Kirkwood and she started to appreciate my hobby, as it was much cheaper than Video games or going to a bar everynight.
"How would you like to meet my mom?" I asked her.
"Are you sure you want me to meet her right now" She replied
"Yeah, it would be great, I want her to meet my awesome new girlfriend." I told her, kissing her on the cheek as I told her this.
"Your not going to try to take my virginity again, are you?" she asked with concern
"I am not going to try to do anything like that, and I am not going to force you" I told her
"This is why I really like you, you are trying to tell me to keep my virginity" she said, hugging me closer.
I got distract from the hug as the gates at the station activated. I had not heard the Defect Detector go off and I was surprised that there was an Eastbound train coming. I grabbed from the Canon, forgetting about the video camera. The train came into view and I saw it was lead by a Canadian National locomotive, I lifted the camera to my eye and started to take the pictures in sport mode. As the 4 CN locomotives passed, I realized that I had forgotten to turn the video camera on to record the passing, since its not everyday to catch CN locomotives on the Union Pacific. As I turned around to see them passing, I see, much to my surprise, that Michelle had taken the video camera and was actually recording the train!
After the train had passed, I was still amazed that she had even done that.
"Why did you do that? You didn't have to, you know" I told her.
"I know, but I noticed that you hadn't touched the camera when the gates came down. So I decided I would do it for you." She told me. "Plus, I knew it would make you happy"
I smiled and pulled her in for a hug.
We said our goodbyes and we both headed home. She had to get home to do her homework and I wanted to get home to eat some dinner and upload and edit my photos from the past week.
We set the meeting of my mom for that Saturday, we would spend the entire day together, and I would pick her up at 7 AM. I know, quite early! As I drove to pick her up, I was excited to see her again. I pulled up at 7:05 and she came right out the door. The first the she did was give me a framed picture of her senior year photo. I hugged her and thanked her. We drove back to my place, a long trip since she lived in South County and I lived in North County. I decided to go back via the Illinois side so I could at least check out the rail action, and ended up photographing a Red and Silver Santa Fe unit. We got back to my house about 8. I showed her around and she met my dog May. She fell in love wit the dog right away.
I then showed her my room. She looked amazed as she saw my king sized bed and right away she jumped in and got comfortable. I thought it was too early, and mom was still asleep. I crawled into the bed as well, and as usual, we started to make out. It started out slow, but things soon started to heat up. It got to the point where I thought she would get mad at me again.
"We can stop if you want" I told her
"But it feels very good!" She replied and she pulled me back down to kiss me again.
Again, feeling brave, I slid my hand up her shirt and started to play around with her nipples. This caused her to moan, and she reached down to start stoking my cock. It was at the point I lifted her shirt up and lifted her bra over her left tit. Looking at her, she gave me an approving look and I took the nipple into her mouth. She used her free hand to rub it thru my hair as I sucked on her tit. After a couple of minutes, She stopped me, and she sat up, removing both her shirt and bra, and then she removed her pants, leaving her in just her panties. Feeling a little over dressed, I too removed my shirt and pants, just leaving my boxer on.
As we both got back on the bed, we continued where we left off, only this time, I was playing with her other nipple as I sucked her other one. She seemed like she was in heaven. She went back to stroking my cock and it started to feel great! I crawled on top of her so we would be more comfortable as we continued playing with each other.
"May I take off your panties" I asked
She only nodded her head yes, and lifted up her hips so I could remove her panties. I looked at her and started to rub her pussy, I could tell she was turned on because she was soaking wet down there. The sweet aroma of her pussy filled the room and it made me harder then ever.
"Can I take off my boxers" I asked her
Again, she nodded her yes and I went ahead and removed then. I crawled back on top of her, but this time, my cock was rubbing against her how exposed pussy.
I looked at her, and she knew what I was going to ask. She pulled me down for a kiss and starting bucking her hips against my cock, giving us more pleasure
"Are you sure, are you sure that you want me to take your virginity?" I asked her
"Yes, I am sure, its okay, so please, be gentle" she replied
I started to rub my cock against her clit and this caused her to moan. As she was moaning, I moved the head of my cock to the opening of her pussy. I started to slide in and after an inch or two, I hit her maiden head. I looked at her as she winced in pain
"Go ahead, I know it will hurt" she said as she looked into my eyes.
I went ahead and slid my cock deeper into her pussy, putting pressure onto her hyman. After a couple of seconds, it broke and I slide the rest of my cock deep into her tight, virgin pussy. She cringed at the pain. I looked at her as she told me to hold on for a second. She was the 2nd virgin to give me her virginity and I knew, from my previous partner, Danielle, of what to do once a virgin is deflowered. I held still in her for a few minutes while the pain subsided. Finally after about 5 minutes, she said she was fine and that I could start moving.
I started slowly at first, being gentle with her as I moved my cock slowly in and out of her pussy. I could feel that she got wetter, but then I realized that when I broke her hymen, she started to bleed. I kept going slow, making sure she really was okay. It was only after a minute or so, she started to moan.
"Go ahead, go faster, please, don't make me beg you!" She exclaimed
I started to thrust faster into her, making her moan even more, and she wrapped her arms around me to bring me down for a kiss. As I started to go harder, she broke off the kiss and had me suck on a nipple while I fucked her. When I latched my mouth on to her tit, she started to cum hard. She came so hard that she nearly passed out. This was from me grinding into her clit each time I pushed my cock as deep as I could into her.
Before long, I was fucking her hard and fast, and she was moaning, trying to keep her self from screaming and getting the attention of my mom, who was still asleep in the room next to us. She was very tight, and she had to have been the tightest pussy I had ever been in, but then again, I only fucked one other pussy before her. She kept cumming, and it got to the point where I could not tell when one orgasm ended and the other began. It was at this point that I could feel my own orgasm approaching.
"I am about to cum baby, where do you want it?" I asked her.
"Cum in me! I want to feel it pour into me!" She exclaimed
"What if you get pregnant?" I asked her
"What the hell, I want to have a baby!" She said
That comment brought my orgasm down and I no longer had the urge to cum right away. Knowing this, I stated to fuck her hard and fast, bringing even more moans of passion from her. She had her eyes closed and her mouth hanging open, enjoying her first time with a cock deep in her pussy. As I was fucking her, I started to touch her cervix and I then went deeper into her, which made her eyes shoot and open as she went into another massive orgasm. That is what brought me over the edge, and I started to unload my cum deep into her womb.
"Oh god, I can feel it! You are so deep!" She said, surprised at how much I was cumming.
I kept cumming and it felt like I pumped 5 gallons of cum deep into her. It seemed like that because I had not had any sexual contact with a woman for almost a year at this point. It was fantastic! I kept my cock deep into her for as long as I could until my cock went limp and slid out of her. My cock was covered in blood and cum, and her pussy started to leak my cum as well. We both started doze, and after about an hour, we got up and got dressed. At this point, My mom was awake and we went downstairs for Michelle to meet my mom.
Michelle and I stayed together for just over a year. The sweet girl who I met was only a mask for her true personality. Even though her dad helped me get into the Courier business, our relationship continued to go south. She hated my friends, she hated my family, and she even started to hate my hobby. She even got really pissed off when I wanted to go to a train show. On my Birthday, she wouldn't even let me choose where I wanted my Birthday meal, insisting that we have Steak N Shake. Needless to say, she ended up leaving me after about 13 months. I was glad to be rid of her, as I could once again find someone else who would truly appreciate me for who I was.
Thanks for reading! Sorry if there are any mistake in spelling, I know there are a few. Please let me know if you enjoyed the story. There are 2 more parts coming!