Meet Faith Christiansin, a very uptight newlywed who goes to the wrong therapist to overcome her fear of intimacy through intense therapy and a lot of random sex. this is the first part of her story.
Intimacy Therapy part 1
by Dr. Olivia Udell
Summary:
An uptight newlywed learns to overcome her fear of intimacy through therapy and random sex with anyone but her husband.
Intimacy Therapy
Faith is a pretty girl. Medium brown, straight hair which she usually wears in a pony tale, half moon brown eyes, generous mouth, small nose, freckles and wears round gold framed glasses. She has a great figure, slim, thin legs, little ass, perky high riding A cups, 5’3” of cute!
I met Faith in college. She had been the girlfriend of Chad Crumley, a guy I had some classes with. One day, I overheard the guy telling his friends, “Yea, I dumped that frigid bitch. Its like pulling teeth to cop a feel. Yeah, she’s cute and sweet, but I can’t take it. She’s one of those “I’m saving my pussy for marriage” bitches”
After class, I saw Faith sitting by herself crying in the courtyard in the Quad. I sat down next to her and asked what was wrong. By the end of the conversation, I was the “rebound guy” or her boyfriend or whatever.
Well, Chad wasn’t wrong. Faith was great to be around. Funny, clever, interesting, charming, all sort of good things. But physically affectionate? No so much. Eventually, we started making out and I got further along than Chad even getting to feel her perfect breasts under her shirt. But, not much more.
Faith explained that she needed to wait until we were married, yeah she brought it up before I did, because she was a Christian. And she was and is. She was a Church every Sunday and Bible Study every Wednesday night kind of girl. I’m not much into the whole Jesus thing, but I was fine with it because that’s how my Mom and her side of the family was, so like ok. Let them do their thing.
So, we got married in June following our graduation and before we both started our brand new jobs. Well, mine was brand new, she was just going to continue to help out a couple of days a week at her Dad’s construction company.
The wedding was small but beautiful at her Church and then a reception at a local botanical garden. It was perfect. And then we went off on our Hawaii Honeymoon. Hawaii is gorgeous, our Hotel was amazing, everything was great for 2 weeks. The only fly in the perfect ointment was our sex life. Faith was willing but not enthusiastic. I had hoped for at least a little passion. But, I was sure things would get better.
They didn’t. When we got back home, moved into our condo which was an incredibly generous gift from her parents, even if his company built the complex, sex became less and less frequent. After about a 2 months, Faith told me that she was really sorry she couldn’t be more affectionate, that was her term. So we discussed the problem and she said that she thought all the years of being told sex was bad it was hard for her to see it as good, even though we were married. I mentioned maybe counseling would help. That was my biggest mistake. But Faith grabbed onto that idea and asked everyone she which was we knew about counseling and asking for recommendations. A week later, she picked a therapist and made an appointment with Hester Slatturnlee, D.Psych. for the next Monday afternoon.
When I got home from work, Faith was really excited and happy. She even greeted me with a crushing hug and a big kiss. Not a french kiss but still it was something. I asked how things went and she said it was wonderful, she has to go back starting 2 or 3 times a week but she felt so much better about herself and us and kept telling me how much she loved me and how much she appreciated my “waiting for her.”
So, I was hopeful. Hopeful yes but our sexlife really did not improve. Maybe once or twice a month Faith would “do her duty” and we would go through the motions of “making love.” But Faith kept telling me she was getting better, so I tried to believe her.
Fast Forward to our second Thanksgiving, or the week before our second thanksgiving.
I came home, it was a Wednesday, Faith has obviously gotten home just a few minutes before me. I heard the shower running which was unusual since she usually showered in the morning. I knocked on the bathroom door and she called out hi, and said she would be out in a few minutes.
So, I went to the living room snapped on the t.v. and watched the gossip news. When she came into the living room ½ an hour later she looked really cute, there was a glow about her, she was wearing a pair of low rise jeans with a tightish white shirt tucked into them. I noticed she was not wearing a bra, which I had been encouraging her not to do because her firm, perky, a-cups didn’t need them. She smiled and I said, “going to Bible study tonight”? And She said, no, why don’t we go out to dinner, I have so much to tell you. I asked about what and she said shhhh its a secret, sort of. So of course I thought, maybe she is pregnant from one of our infrequent love making lack of adventures. But she didn’t look pregnant.
We ended up going to Charley and Paul’s a chain sports bar and restaurant which was fairly noisy but we got a table way in the back sot of away from everyone so we could talk.
We ordered Hamburgers and fries and 2 cokes because neither of us really drank much and it was a weekday which meant I had to go to work the next day even if Faith didn’t. All she had was a visit to Dr. Hester at 10.
So, after the waitress left, I asked what’s up?
I really shouldn’t have.
FAITH takes over the narration and the sex starts here.
Ok, I was really nervous. I really didn’t know how to tell him but all of the sudden it just burst out.
I got my Century today, Actually more than a Century 103!
So Alex wanted to know what’s a Century and so I started to tell him.
So, you know, I went to therapy with Dr. Hester just like you suggested.
And he said Uh huh or something like that.
Well, Dr. Hester suggested that in order to get over my intimacy problem, I had to work on my inhibitions so she set me up with this ummm therapy group.
And he said Group Therapy?
And I said, well sort of, the group is called “Fuck Girls”
What? He said
Let me explain its called Fuck Girls and its lots of fun. It is a group for girls like me to overcome their intimacy problems and hang up, to become more, you know, normal and better able to show affection and share themselves with others. I wasn’t so sure at first but Dr. Hester was insistent so, anyway she signed me up and it was sort of weird at first because she had to submit pictures of me and write up a bio and everything.
And well, the pictures were kind of racy. Well, some weren’t there were a bunch of me dressed and then in like my underwear and then naked sort of standing front, back, side, and the sitting and wow this is sort of embarrassing then like with my legs open, you know showing my pussy and everything and well she sent the pictures and my bio off to Fuck Girls and 2 days later I got my first assignment.
Assignment? He asked
Yeah assignment. Like homework. You know to work on my inhibitions.
So what was this assignment? He asked
Promise you won’t get mad. I wanted to tell you but I couldn’t ‘cause those are the rules, I wasn’t allowed to tell you till I got my century, some girls get to tell when they reach their score or even their 10 but not me ‘cause Dr. Hester said my condition was kind of serious, in fact she wasn’t sure if a century was enough, and ummm maybe it isn’t ‘cause you know we still, well, I still, you know, I really hold back way too much, but at least now, I know it and I am trying, really trying.
Huh? He said
You know the treatment program for my inhibitions and my intimacy problems the Fuck Girl group program. I said
Uh huh, I don't really see… he began
O.K. So, like I got my assignment and I had to drive to this address in Peniston. I said
Uh huh
And like when I got there I had to strip off all my clothes and walk up to the front door and ring the bell.
What! He said
Yeah, I know it seemed pretty extreme to me too but Dr. Hester said it would be good for me and that I needed to follow the program exactly or it wouldn't work and we could never be happy. And I really want us to be happy, ‘cause I love you, so much. I did so much so that I could keep you and make you happy. So much. So let me tell you. I said
So, like I drove the whole way and I was really relieved to see that the address was sort of on a dead end street at the end of the street and well, it was just a regular ranch house, nothing special or intimidating or anything, so I got out of the car and stripped and left everything in the car as instructed and walked up to the front door and rang the bell. I continued
Your kidding, That must have been terrifying. Why did. .. he started
Because it part of my therapy and I need the therapy to work, we need it to work. I said
OK he said go on. I don’t think I like this.
I don’t think you will but remember, its all for us, for you and me, and for our future together, so that I can finally make you happy and be the wife you want and need, a good wife, an affectionate wife. I said
OK he said hesitantly
So where was I, yeah I rang the doorbell and the door was answered by this lady who I think was like 40 or 50 and she was also stark naked and I burst out laughing and said, you too?
And she said, yes, girls need to be naked in this house, no exceptions. Daren is expecting you, come this way.
So I followed her through the house to the family room and there sitting on the couch was Daren. Daren was and is a big black guy, maybe 6’6” and like all muscle but the thing I noticed first was that he was totally naked , really buff and his cock was huge and fat and standing straight up. I almost fainted but Daren said, Faith!
And I said yes.
And he said, “Suck it, suck my cock, NOW!!!
I wanted to run out of the room but the lady was blocking my way and Daren said
Suck my dick Fuck Girl
and then the lady was pushing me towards Daren and then she forced me down on my knees and said “Suck his cock, like a good Fuck Girl, you want to get better don't you and make your husband proud”
And I was so confused I said yes, and she said “Suck him”
And, like you know I don’t like oral sex and sucking cocks, well I didn’t then but the lady forced my head down and all of the sudden I felt my mouth open – like of its own accord and this huge cock entered my mouth and I was sucking this monster dick and Daren and the lady kept telling me what to do, to suck , to lick, and the lady started forcing my head up and down on this monster cock, when all of the sudden Darren said, I’m cumming Bitch, take my load and then he erupted on my mouth and down my throat and I wanted to pull away but I couldn’t ‘cause the lady kept my head down and he came and came and came. And then it was over and the lady let go of my head and I pulled up and started coughing and then crying and the lady pulled me onto my feet and pulled me down the hall and then I found myself on the other side of the door outside. I was crying and didn’t know what to do, so I got into the car and started to drive away, when my phone beeped and I pulled over to read the message which said “Congratulations, you have completed your first assignment and are on the road to recovery.”
I just sat there and stared at the phone when all of the sudden the phone rang and I answered it and it was Dr. Hester and we had like a total session right there at the side of the street with me siting naked in the car until Dr. Hester told me, I should probably put my clothes back on because she just got an alert that I had to go to my second assignment. And then, just then, my phone beeped and there was a message for me to drive to another address, not real far away. The message didn’t say anything about being naked so I figured I could get dressed, I asked Dr. Hester and she said, special requests are always specified so it was ok to get dressed but that good fuck girls didn’t wear underwear unless they had to. So I just slipped on my jeans and tee shirt.
I could see Alex was getting upset – so I reminded him that this was therapy – not anything else and that I did it for us. I think he calmed down a little but he had the oddest expression on his face.
So anyway, I went on and said that it took like 10 minutes to get to the next assignment. It was in a more crowded neighborhood but the house was just a normal cape cod set among lots of other normal cape cods and as instructed I rang the front doorbell.
So this time the door was answered by a middle aged normal looking guy who asked me in and led me to the living room. It’s a really pretty living room if a little small. And yes, I’ve been back again, like maybe a dozen times but that’s not important right now. The thing is he offered me a drink and we sat and talked abut this and that and it was really pleasant and then sort of out of the blue he said, “Faith, I’d like you to suck my cock”
And I heard myself say “O.K.” and then “would you like me to take off my clothes first?”
and he said “That would be lovely, lets both strip. Oh, my son might be getting back from his shift, I hope you don’t mind”
And again sort of out of the blue I heard myself saying, “no, why should I mind?”
And then he sort of signaled for me to come over and I went down on my knees and started licking his cock, his was sort of like yours, so normal, and I was really enjoying licking all around it, I never really enjoyed licking cocks before, well yours was the only one I had ever licked at all, when he told me to take it in my mouth and I did and I was having such a nice time sucking his cock and bobbing up and down on it and then he said I’m going to cum pull back and open your mouth, I want to watch me cum in your mouth and I did just as he said and then he came and I felt him spurt in my mouth and felt his slimy cum on my tongue and he said hold it, and show me, and then he picked up his phone and took a bunch of pictures of me with his cum on my tongue and then he said swallow and after I did he said show me.
And when he told me what a good job, I’d done I actually felt proud.
I wish you would tell me when I do a good, job. Or even if I don’t, you know so that I can get better, because I want to get better, I really do. You have to believe me.
And then my phone beeped and I read the message and it said I had to go somewhere else, right then. So I said goodbye and got dressed and ran out to the car, to go to the next place. I hadn’t realized that being in the Fuck Girls therapy group was going to be so, I don’t know peripatetic?
So the next place was way over in Splooger and I only had 20 minutes to get there. So I zipped as fast as I could and was only 1 minute late. This address was in an office building and I ran inside hoping not to be too late.
I pretty much ran into the building and came face to face with a bank of elevators. I checked my message again and it said 7th floor so I hit seven on the elevator and went up.
The elevator opened up to a totally open space, it was carpeted, but open, and it looked like no one was there, but then I heard a voice behind me and it was from a very pleasant young girl, maybe not even my age, who said, “Hi, you must be Faith. So glad you could make it, we are all set up and Mr. Fourth is looking forward to meeting you. We have gotten such wonderful reviews, please come this way” and she led me behind the elevator bank where there were all sorts of cameras and lights set up around a Queen sized bet with silk sheets.
And there was like this whole crew of people, someone on the lights and a couple of guys with the cameras and on guy who introduced himself as Mr. Fourth who greeted me and said welcome to my first photo shoot and video for Fuck Girls and I said, what? And he said I thought that this had been explained to you, its part of your therapy to end your inhibitions by taking pictures and filming you so everyone can see and you can know that people all over will be seeing you expressing your sexuality and that you are open, loving, and affectionate will to please and ever helpful. Which made sense since that is what Dr. Hester kept telling me I wanted and it was and is so anyway he explained that I would soon be meeting a guy I would like a lot and that I should say hi and tell him that I am here to please him anyway I can and then I should follow his instructions and the instructions of Mr. Fourth and the crew.
And then before I could say anything this guy sort of appeared from no where and said, Hi. I am Mr. Third and I found my self saying Hi. I’m Faith Christiansin, I am here to please you anyway I can. How can I please you, sir?
And then he said, first on your knees, good, then unbuckle my pants and take out my cock, good now suck me off good. And I started to and he said, What do you say?
And I found myself saying “Yes sir, please let me suck your cock and drink your cum, I know it is going to be delicious”
And I took his cock in my mouth, all the way down. It was a bit bigger than yours and a bit rounder or big around but it fit nicely and it felt so good to have his cock in my mouth. It was warm and throbbing and you know soft and hard at the same time as erect cocks always are, I really love that.. And all too soon he said pull of so I did but I am sure I looked disappointed because I heard myself give a long drawn out sigh.
But then he said, open your mouth and he started jerking his dick and then cum started flying everywhere but mostly in my mouth and I loved it, really loved it. It just felt great and when he said swallow, I swallowed and opened my mouth for more but then I felt myself being lifted up and someone pulled off my shirt and someone else pulled off my pants and panties and I was thrown on the bed naked on my back with my legs spread when I felt someone jump on the bed sort of on top of me but with his legs on either side of me and it was Mr. Fourth and he said, I was only supposed to have you suck me off but you are way to hot so I’m going to fuck you and cum in your tight little married cunt.
And I heard my self saying o.k.
And then he was putting his cock in me, fucking me missionary, and the camera guys were shouting instructions and telling me to move this way and that and him to pull back so they could get a good shot of his cock going in and out of me – and I was like in shock or something but I was also cumming and cumming and cumming and then all of the sudden he shouted I’m coming and he flooded my pussy, he just kept pumping into me and then he collapsed on top of me and before I could catch my breath he was out of me which led me to cry out “NO!” but then Mr. Third was on the bed and I was being told to get up and sit on his cock, No not facing him backwards so the camera can see his cock in you and I was told to go up and down and up and down on his cock and I am sorry but it felt amazing, I really wanted to, it suddenly became like all I wanted to do forever, to ride up and down on Mr. Third’s cock but way to soon, as I was building up to another climax, Mr. Third said, “I’m coming!” and then he shot his sperm into me, my cunt muscles were contracting around his cock and I went off like a firecracker and then fell back on top of him. I felt myself being rolled over and then I felt another cock slide into me from behind, I didn’t know if it was Mr. Third’s and I was raised up on my knees and whoever it was started pounding me hard and fast and pretty rough, my head was forced into the bed and I could hardly breath, but it didn’t matter because I was getting fucked and I was loving it. I was coming like on every stroke and then the guy came and once again my poor little cunt was filled with hot cum. He pulled out pretty quick and I rolled over and saw that it was the second guy. He leaned down and gave me a kiss and said, “You were great cunt” and I said thank you and he said, “I want to cum in you again, soon” and I said O.K. sure, whenever you want. And what really surprised me is that I meant it. I wanted him to fuck me again. But I didn’t really have time to think because he was pushed aside and the first guy, the really big black guy was there and I was on my back again and he was sliding his monster into my super well used pussy and to my surprise it slipped right in, I guess from all the lubrication from 3 guys spewing in me and my juices which had been flowing like all day. I couldn’t believe when he bottomed out and then pulled back and shoved in again, and again and again, and I was whimpering yes, yes, yes, fuck me, fuck me, as he just slammed the fuck out of me and then he came roaring as he did so and he pushed inb hard and then slowly slipped out. The camera guys told me to spread my legs and let the cum slip out and I did and before I knew it, I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I remember was waking up and only the girl and the smell of sex and cum was there.
The girl helped me to my feet, helped me get my clothes on, gave me a glass of O.J. and then I was back in the elevator heading back home
I don’t remember the drive home, but when I got home, I ran into the shower and then collapsed on the couch. I was asleep when you got home and told you I wasn’t feeling well. Then I went up to bed and overslept the next morning, not even waking up when you left for work. I slept so long I almost was late for my appointment with Dr. Hester.